The 22nd February post [i sux at giving titles]
Sometimes i just feel too lazy to post anything, sometimes i feel like i wanna post something but i'm too tired to post, but then there are also times where i just can't post the things i wanna post.I'm just not the kind of person who can just let out everything that he's thinking about.Just some recent events that makes me think about the past again,about my friends, and the people that once was so important to me.....
History just wants people to keep remembering about it,maybe thaths why history always repeats itself.
What do u feel when u felt that u did so well the last time,and hope that people still remember it in the future,but only to be disappointed then.I'm learning the lesson right now,and i realized i've taken it the wrong way.I was so close to giving up,when i shouldn't.I should had given more fight and show how wrong they are.I'm talking about me and my football club here.Yes i was disappointed to be left out again when someone new comes in ,someone who haven't really proved himself in a long time, and take my place when i had proved myself again and again,and at the same time showing fighting spirit that is lacking in the team right now.I have nothing against my replacement,i wish he does well for the sake of the team.But it just sucks to feel neglected after all that i've done.I didn't play in the playoff game,and we were lucky to scrape through on penalties after conceding 2 stupid goals.It was 0-2 at a time,and i was there warming the bench.I was angry,i don't know to whom i was angrier,the manager,the players on the field,or myself.But what i know,is that i wouldn't want that to happen again.I was given a second chance,we are now through to the league competition,and i won't give up this time,i will fight for my place,because i know i deserve it.Even if it means i have to prove myself once more.
On other stuffs that are almost similar but on different terms,i will not try do anything, to try to change the current situation.For one, i am happy with the current scenario and i will surely won't give a damn about anyone who doesn't give a damn about me.I still have no idea whats so wrong about me that he hates so much,but i can see how it works for him.You dun like someone,just don't give a damn bout the person no matter how little the problem is,cause u just don't like the person.Oh yeah, and then just ignore all the past things between u and the person coz it doesn't matter at all.The end.About another person,i've always wished i handled the situation better but i just couldn't.I still care bout the person, but a line was set, and i just don't dare to cross the line again.
I am so tired right now,2 straight days of fitness training man ... luckily my body doesn't hurts after training,i just wanna have a good night sleep tonight.ZzzzZzzz [gogo Arsenal win the Cl~]
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