Busy,lazy,dizzy,sleepy .......

Final week before study week then exam week then holiday .. yeyyy~~.2006 coming up, and i still havent settle one more important thing.I'm quite busy this week with some important matters to look into, and i can't afford to focus on this thing.I guess it's best if i leave the matter to resolve itself now.How i'm feeling right now?There's been better nights than this,there's been worse too.I don't know what else to do and i definitely don't want to put any pressure on the person or even myself.Anything else i just leave it to fate.Coz God knows i've tried.Maybe i didn't try hard enough,but i'm afraid things will only get worse if i push too hard.I don't trust blurry signs anymore either,i don't want to be a fool no more.Generally,i trust that if you're sincere,whatever you do will be rewarded,maybe not now,maybe not directly,but the reward will come one day.[The smile, always wanted to see that again,it was all worth it]

Another week like last week and this bag around my eyes will get bigger.The weather here in Melaka is crazy nowadays.A minute it's hot, not long after that it rains heavily.I guess that's just how things go,sometimes there will be good times,n then there are bad times.A lesson i learned this year.When you're having a good time,be thankful for it.When it's the bad times,hold in there,cause the good times are bound to come back.This year also i've learned to control my emotions.Maybe i haven't perfect it yet,maybe i'll never will cause i'm quite an expressive person sometimes,so i wanna say sorry to anyone who i might had hurt.I was a happy go lucky type of person.For 2006 i want to be the person who i used to be again.Say no to Emo !! Whenever i need to relax from feeling emo,i just listen to this song haha.

John Mayer-Wheel
People have the right to fly
And will when it gets compromised
Their hearts say "Move along"
Their minds say "Gotcha heart"
Let's move it along

And airports, see it all the time
Where someone's last goodbye
Blends in with someone's sigh
Cause someone's coming home
In hand, a single rose

That's the way this wheel keeps working now
That's the way this wheel keeps working now
And I won't be the last
No I won't be the last, to love her

You can't build a house of leaves
And live like it's an evergreen
It's just a season thing
It's just this thing that seasons do

And that's the way this wheel keeps working now
That's the way this wheel keeps working now
And you won't be the first
No you won't be the first, to love me

You can find me, if you ever want to give
I'll be around the bend
I'll be around the bend
I'll be around, I'll be around
And if you never stop when you wave goodbye
You just might find if you give it time
You will wave hello again
You just might wave hello again

And that's the way this wheel keeps working now
That's the way this wheel keeps working now

You can't love too much, one part of it(repeat)

I believe that my life's gonna see
The love I give return to me
I believe that my life's gonna see yeah
The love I give return to me.
I believe that my life's gonna see the love I give
Return to me...

Anyway,last weekend i was quite busy, with me travelling here and there.Visiting friends,went back hometown,met relatives [miss my nephews n niece ~], all in the space of 3 days.A really good news coming up for next sem [finally ~] but i think i better hold up the news till it's a reality.This is most probably my last post of 2005,till then ... haha feast your eyes on these pictures :P




Huhuhuhuhu .. notti pose from my nephew.For 'tengok gambar ni rasa nak muntah' rating i give him a 4 1/2 star :p.[i didnt teach him to do this pose, blame it on bad tv influence -_-']

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Wow .. look at that... i'm looking at my own picture and i myself feel like puking.Wakkakaka.Hopefully u guys are not reading this while eating,before eating .. or after eating.[my nephew taught me this pose .. i'm an innocent,innocent man.Blame it on the tv]




Happy New Year Folks .... :)