My Certain Shade Of Green

Im back here !!!

2007-03-03T23:29:00.000+08:00

Will post more
When i feel like it
Hehe :P

But im back!!!

In a loop

2006-08-07T00:46:00.000+08:00

Sometimes,after trying so hard,u just sit back and wonder

How much u really wanted it

Sometimes,when things go bad,u sit back and wonder

Am i still paying for the mistakes i made in the past

Sometimes,or rather most of the time

I think too much

But it's all valid thoughts

Which i cant ignore

Was too bored :P

2006-07-28T12:27:00.000+08:00

Wafi (5/15/2006 12:48:23 AM): abang jay giler !
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 12:51:39 AM): kids
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 12:51:41 AM): it's tough to be the rocjk
Wafi (5/15/2006 12:52:01 AM): i was actually referring to your recent testimonial
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 12:52:13 AM): no no shut your mouth
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 12:52:16 AM): it really is
Wafi (5/15/2006 12:52:30 AM): u need some spanking
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 12:52:53 AM): you see
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 12:52:56 AM): when the rock gets too much
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 12:53:12 AM): he likes to kick back and have a slice of that unadulterated delight
Wafi (5/15/2006 12:54:08 AM): oh yeahh
Wafi (5/15/2006 12:54:30 AM): but whatcha gonna do brother! when these 24 inch python lay a hand on youu!!
Wafi (5/15/2006 12:54:34 AM): whatcha gonna dooo !!!
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 12:55:18 AM): oh yea the rock knows
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 12:55:23 AM): the millions can smell it now
Wafi (5/15/2006 12:55:47 AM): ohh yeahh
Wafi (5/15/2006 12:55:56 AM): what actually is the rock cooking
Wafi (5/15/2006 12:56:03 AM): why is rock cooking
Wafi (5/15/2006 12:56:10 AM): whatsup with that ???
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 12:56:30 AM): who in the green hell are you
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 12:56:37 AM): wait
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 12:56:37 AM): the rock knows who you are
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 12:56:42 AM): you are the hambugler
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 12:56:48 AM): you work at mcdonalds
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 12:57:00 AM): go get the rock a fillet or fish
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 12:57:00 AM): with ketchup
Wafi (5/15/2006 12:58:21 AM): theres no green hell
Wafi (5/15/2006 12:58:25 AM): theres no hambugler
Wafi (5/15/2006 12:58:31 AM): and thaths the bottom line
Wafi (5/15/2006 12:58:40 AM): coz stone cold said so !
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 12:59:26 AM): the rock knows the millions can smell it now
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 12:59:32 AM): because you know
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 12:59:43 AM): the rock is the most electrifying man in the whole mmu
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 1:01:24 AM): oi jabroni
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 1:01:32 AM): go back to the gym you're too boney
Wafi (5/15/2006 1:01:45 AM): huh
Wafi (5/15/2006 1:02:09 AM): ure just like a squirrel in winter time,uve got no nuts
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 1:05:16 AM): the rock sets sail and hunt down erect sperm whales
Wafi (5/15/2006 1:05:44 AM): the rock is the stain in the underwear of life
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 1:05:51 AM): call ginger tie her up and drink her ginger ale
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 1:06:12 AM): grand maryey for the rock urine on the rocks for you
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 1:06:40 AM): your vocab is smaller than a cuckotoo
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 1:06:43 AM): cuckatoo
Wafi (5/15/2006 1:07:42 AM): when ure in trouble who u gonna call? not the rock,Ghostbusters!
Wafi (5/15/2006 1:10:23 AM): hey
Wafi (5/15/2006 1:10:28 AM): ure not the real rock
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 1:11:10 AM): hey you jabroni
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 1:11:26 AM): shut your mouth
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 1:11:26 AM): let the rock tell you
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 1:12:02 AM): the rock read one-fourth of the Library of Alexandria before it was burnt to the floor
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 1:12:03 AM): the rock wished he could've learned more about the shapes of the sacred geometry they used to draw
Wafi (5/15/2006 1:12:24 AM): wtf!
Wafi (5/15/2006 1:12:30 AM): the real rock says
Wafi (5/15/2006 1:12:41 AM): you and that jabroni alexandria,come out here.
Wafi (5/15/2006 1:13:14 AM): U,bend over,and the rock wil take the entire alexindria library,turn that sumbitch sideways,and stick it straigh up ure candy ass
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 1:13:32 AM): the rock prescribe some neo gothic anti-biotics
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 1:14:33 AM): words concocted from the lyrical lock smith deadly as 10 droplets of Ricin toxin from every angle the competition gets boxed in and the rock lays the rock bottom
Wafi (5/15/2006 1:15:43 AM): u
Wafi (5/15/2006 1:15:45 AM): are just
Wafi (5/15/2006 1:15:52 AM): dysfunctional
Wafi (5/15/2006 1:16:03 AM): u put the fun in dysfunctional
Wafi (5/15/2006 1:16:15 AM): now whats up with that ??
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 1:16:55 AM): you know what
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 1:17:04 AM): you can come kiss the rock's ass
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 1:17:10 AM): ()()
Wafi (5/15/2006 1:21:51 AM): u know what brother
Wafi (5/15/2006 1:22:13 AM): whatcha gonna do when 15000 oh hulkmania fans kisses ure ass
Wafi (5/15/2006 1:22:25 AM): whatcha gonna dooo when hulk come for you
Wafi (5/15/2006 1:22:30 AM): whatcha gonna dooo !
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 1:24:28 AM): loving you is easy cause you're beautiful
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 1:24:37 AM): making love to you is all i wanna do
Wafi (5/15/2006 1:25:34 AM): ure sweet like chocolate boy
Wafi (5/15/2006 1:25:40 AM): ure sweet like chocolate
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 1:27:01 AM): wtf
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 1:27:01 AM): fuckin racist
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 1:27:03 AM): LOL
Wafi (5/15/2006 1:27:23 AM): wtf man
Wafi (5/15/2006 1:27:33 AM): ppl call me sweet like honey i dun call them racist
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 1:27:34 AM): i was joking la
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 1:27:52 AM): dont senti
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 1:28:01 AM): the rock will lay the smack down on you
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 1:28:07 AM): can i have a word with you
Wafi (5/15/2006 1:28:19 AM): no
Wafi (5/15/2006 1:28:31 AM): u cant have anything with me or from me
Wafi (5/15/2006 1:28:47 AM): do it without me
Wafi (5/15/2006 1:28:55 AM): thaths they way its supposed to be
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 1:29:13 AM): no one else
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 1:29:22 AM): can make me feel the colours that you bring
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 1:29:41 AM): cause loving you has made my life so becautiful
Wafi (5/15/2006 1:31:28 AM): wei jude keluar tak
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 1:32:40 AM): IF YOU SMELLLLLLLLLLL
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 1:32:40 AM): he playing dota
Wafi (5/15/2006 1:33:06 AM): in .. around 15 mins i come yea
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 1:33:31 AM): you better come fast
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 1:33:35 AM): i think he going supper
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 1:33:35 AM): with flex
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 1:33:37 AM): after his game ends
Wafi (5/15/2006 1:33:45 AM): hmm
Wafi (5/15/2006 1:33:49 AM): i come now then la
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 1:35:13 AM): you can come kiss the rock's ass
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 2:32:04 AM): natalie-where are you
Wafi (5/15/2006 6:00:55 PM): jay buat aper
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 6:10:41 PM): dei misai vece kulanthai
Wafi (5/15/2006 6:11:19 PM): theres someone out there for me
Wafi (5/15/2006 6:11:26 PM): i know shes waiting so patiently
Wafi (5/15/2006 6:11:31 PM): can u tell me her name
Wafi (5/15/2006 6:11:42 PM): this endless search is driving me insane
Wafi (5/15/2006 6:12:02 PM): where is she x3
Wafi (5/15/2006 6:12:09 PM): where is this beautiful girl
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 6:12:40 PM): dei wafi ote kare udin
Wafi (5/15/2006 6:12:52 PM): where is she jayyy ??????
Wafi (5/15/2006 6:12:57 PM): whereeeeeeeeeeee
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 6:13:38 PM): prasad busy la
Wafi (5/15/2006 6:13:47 PM): ..
Wafi (5/15/2006 6:13:50 PM): whats with him
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 6:14:26 PM): he pulthi la
Wafi (5/15/2006 6:15:31 PM): nanni?
Wafi (5/15/2006 6:15:34 PM): pulthi?
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 6:16:16 PM): wei
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 6:16:24 PM): you want one cun song
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 6:16:24 PM): ?
Wafi (5/15/2006 6:16:31 PM): jiwang song?
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 6:16:54 PM): wait i send
Wafi (5/15/2006 6:17:27 PM): oi
Wafi (5/15/2006 6:17:30 PM): this better be good
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 6:17:52 PM): if it's not good you chop you rdick la
Wafi (5/15/2006 6:17:57 PM): wtf
Wafi (5/15/2006 6:18:00 PM): i chop ure head lah
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 6:18:05 PM): put on the table and chop
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 6:19:55 PM): wei
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 6:19:59 PM): not moving also
jay_kmr7 (5/15/2006 6:19:59 PM): kotek la

Dennis Bergkamp,A True Arsenal Legend

2006-07-22T22:45:00.001+08:00

I still remember the year Arsenal bought Dennis Bergkamp.12 years old but already a fanatic Arsenal fan,i was truly excited with the signing.Same like most Arsenal fans that time,we couldnt believe that a truly top class international player would come and play for the Gunners.Mediocre was the right word for the team that time.Not to say we didn't have class in the team that time.Adams,Dixon,Platt,Wright,Merson are all top class players.But they were lacking in the 'magic' department.Bergy had definitely shown throughout the years that he has plenty of that.

Bergkamp and Wenger propelled Arsenal to it's current position and it is only proper that Bergy finishes off his career at the new Emirates Stadium,a symbol of what Arsenal had achieved for the magnificent11 years Bergy plays for Arsenal.Bergkamp will always be remembered,for his wonder goals,his equally astonishing assists,his touch and vision,and he is no doubt one of the greatest player ever who has graced the game.Just like Franz Beckenbauer with his libero role,he practically created the Bergkamp position,the linkman between striker and midfield, and there isn't a doubt that he is the best ever in the position.

Dennis "iceman" Bergkamp is the one player that has truly influenced me about football.About how football is all about,the beauty of the game that not many people actually appreciates.Thank you for all the great years.You are truly,an Arsenal legend.

Showing off your ass like its a trend girlfriend

2006-07-03T22:43:00.000+08:00

What is that thing really differentiates u, and the guy sitting next to u? Yeah maybe he is shorter,probably darker.Or maybe he's actually not a dude,but a chick.Maybe he is older,with 2 grandsons and a hell lot more experience than u.Maybe he's been to places like Solomon Islands, beaches of Normandy, the peak of Mount Doom..hey wait a second,that's not possible.But for me all that doesnt really matter.What really differentiates u and the person next to u,is your confidence.

Say what??That is some serious shitload of crap u might say.But try think about this,without confidence,a man can't even represent what he is,what he has achieved,no matter how much experience that person has.In fact,that is what experience is all about,bringing up your confidence to the level that a man of your stature should have.

Haven't been blogging like the way i used to.Not planning to change that rate anytime soon.Guess i'm too lazy to .My life's been normal,now and then i'll hit a brick wall.But i guess as i get older i'll bounce back faster.This old head of mine will turn 23 in about 2 month's time.At this age,i'm already starting to ask myself what i had achieved so far.After not much thinking[i knew it all the while],i draw up the conclusion that it's about time to focus on the bigger picture of life.What is the biggest task a man has in his life?

To be totally independent.

More and more have i escape..nono wait..that's not the word.. leave..yes.. more and more have i leave or move away from my parent's influence.That doesnt mean that i dont need them at all anymore.God knows how much i care about my parents,i wish they will be there for me always,but that is not to be.My point is, finally i am coming to become a man of my own.Having a job,drawing my own path of life,all this decision making,is of my own choice.I am totally looking forward to the future.Finally.. i am a man with a plan.

A letter to my blog

2006-06-29T01:09:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

I never knew,
that everything was falling through,
that everyone i knew was waiting on a cue,
to turn and run when all i needed was the truth,

Why is it so hard to tell the truth sometimes.U know its always better to tell the truth,but our mind keep telling us that the short term is more important that the longer term.

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind

Why is it that i always take this game too seriously all the time.When all i want to do is to take things slow.Why i always worry bout the littlest of things,and that negative thoughts will always overshadow the positives ones.

The truth is soon to be known.........

What guide's you?

2006-06-21T23:06:00.000+08:00

i am

Guided By Voices

Every street is dark
And folding out mysteriously
Where lies the chance we take to be
Always working
Reaching out for a hand that we
can't see
Everybody's got a hold on hope
It's the last thing that's holding me

Invitation to the last dance
Then it's time to leave
But that's the price we pay
when we deceive
One another/animal mother
She opens up for free
Everybody's got a hold on hope
It's the last thing that's
holding me

Look at the talkbox in mute
frustration
At the station
There hides the cowboy
His campfire flickering
on the landscape

That nothing grows on
But time still goes on
And through each life of misery
Everybody's got a hold on hope
It's the last thing that's holding me

New beginning

2006-04-30T13:17:00.000+08:00

Life is a result randomly set of reactions based on randomly chosen set of actions.|You can quote me on this as u will never find this quote from anyone else.Ever hear anyone says "Everything is a possibility"?Or probably how bout "Life is unpredictable"?So what does this two quotes mean to you?Theres a chance that u will be able to finish the task ahead,and theres also a chance that you gonna mess up the task along the way.So why bother doing it?Theres a risk,there's always a risk,there's always a risk in everything.Everything is a risk.

When i go outside to meet people,there's a chance i will get an infection from one of these people.Somebody might had gotten a flu from somebody else who probally got it from someone else who probably got it from another person who probably ..... and so on.It's a vicious cycle,it's vicious coz some times,or rather most of the times you don't have the power to keep your destiny in your own hands.So,in the end,people keep taking chances in life.Some of the choices they have to make.... they actually don't have any other choice.Haha i'm just babbling nonsense here.

Anyways it's been awhileeeeee since i last blog here,studies,exam,laziness all take their turns in my life.What happened since then ... Arsenal lost in CL final [just not their day] ,Suspect lost in the MMU Cup final [just not our day either,lost in penalties],went to Cyber,had a good time there but got myself locked out of my own room in the process [long story cut short .. it's not my fault! The door suddenly lock itself .. it's true!].I'm also finding ways to earn extra money,besides working part time and other than that i got couple more things on the line which hopefully will go well for me [i belanja u guys makan la later haha ..pray for me la,a prosperous friend can only bring good right].

Scrubs also entering it's season finale next week and guess what !! J.D finally found someone special !! [again] but this time i know it's really special and more special than before because..partly becoz it's nearing the season finale,the girl is actually pregnant now,and mostly because she actually appeared in the opening part of Scrubs [which was never altered since the start of the show].In the buildup J.D found out all this while he's been ignoring all the girls that got the wedding ring,n coincidentally this special girl is wearing it but she's actually divorced.
In my life,i actually been doing the same thing,not girls who have a wedding ring but .. something like that.I've changed my views for some time now,actually since my last sad story and to be honest i think these are really the girls that are more suitable for me.Let's just leave the story at there then.

End of 3rd sem also meant that theres a new future for the class of 2001.I will still be around here for a lil bit longer,and im gonna miss my friends who are leaving.I wish u guys the best of luck and may in the future we will cross paths again.It's been a really special 5 years with these guys and it's just too bad that i won't be able to be in the asme convo with u guys :(.

I'm gonna post a lot of pictures when i have the time but that's it for now.Sayonara~

This is a quickie

2006-04-11T23:27:00.000+08:00

Ok i got 5 minutes to wrap everything that had happened since my last post.Let's see ... bad midterm tests,a so-so prom night,my team got into the cup final and im playing again,grown taller by a couple more inches[i wished], spend money when i'm supposed to be saving and last but not least ........ Arsenal is into the semi-finals of the Champions League !! Way to go boys.

Ok i gotta comment a lil bit on Trinite 06.Good food,great designs,unfortunately i didn't have as much fun as would had hoped it would be.They only played slow songs towards the end and sadly the artists didn't give a lot of impact to the event.About the dance part,it's actually had something to do with Mr.Syukor from STAD,who happily acknowledges his annual role as the partypooper of MMU events.On a brighter note,i get to see a particular person kiss another girl on stage,gotta thank the emcees on that.

The boys before the prom

I havent commented on football for some time now.Partly because of Chelsea's domination,and another because i want to see how this season goes for Arsenal.Not their best season by far,but i gotta say it's a season of transition.New stadium needs a new hero and in Fabregas,van Persie,Eboe,Walcott and many more i can already see Arsenal's team of the future.But it would be even nicer to have our greatest ever player, mssr Henry to lead the team into the new stadium,and what a fitting gift for our old home to bring the greatest prize in European football,which is the Champions League.I don't care about this season anymore,i just can't wait for the next.This team can only get better,and it will.

One guy who will be throughly missed and be remembered is the 'Iceman', Dennis Bergkamp.Too bad we can't see alot of him in his final season,but one funny thing is that i find myself in the same position with my idol.I'm probably playing in my last semester for Suspect FC,and to help them to get into our first ever cup final is just superb.Of course i want to win the cup,and after finally getting a chance to prove my worth to the team during the Q-finals and Semi-finals,i will make sure in the final,i will play my best ever game in a Suspect jersey.It's kinda sentimental to me because i've been with the team since the very beginning,and it's my dream to end it on a high note.

In action hehe

I guess that's all for now.Eh.. tomorrow is a Wednesday !! Wish me luck !!

Just ...... what ????????

2006-03-15T00:28:00.000+08:00

Imagine,a girl of your dreams ..ok .. it can be a guy of your dreams [for girls of coz,and all the brokeback boys out there] and this person,has all the qualities of a partner u been searching for.U've known his person for a long time,always spending time with him/her but theres one really BIG problem.This person is a CLOSE FRIEND.Bummer ...................................

How u're supposed to tell the person,that u want more than just be friends.U don't wanna make things awkward in case things don't go as planned.So u will be fighting with yourself thinking whether u're going to sacrifice your feelings for the sake of the relationship but then u will most probably realize that things will never be the same from the start that u realize that u have feelings for the person.Heavy stuffs huh ... well this is just one of those things that makes a simple thing like love to be so complicated.

Well the reason i'm writing bout this is coz i just watched a movie, Just Friends.Featuring Ryan Reynolds,Anna Faris,Chris Klein and Amy Smart this romantic comedy is fun to watch.Ryan was a fattie who fell in love with his best friend who happens to be the hottest girl in school.Then during the graduation night [we saw it in American Pie,Can't Hardly Wait,She's All That,and so many other movies, things always go wrong during graduation night] Ryan supposed to tell Amy about his feelings for her but things went completely wrong that night,and he vowed to change.10 years later and now he is a hottie,have cool job,living in LA and stuffs and then suddenly finds himself back in his hometown,and finds himself trying to impress Amy once more.Well,it's a comedy so the ending is pretty predictable but overall it's a pretty good movie.U should see how Ryan bullies his little brother,makes me wish that i have a little brother too ..

I havent blog for quite some time,been quite busy and stuffs.Things looking to be pretty interesting for me [classes this sem are the best :p].But as far as interesting things go,things are very shady indeed.One thing that is becoming clearer and nearer though is that Trinite is coming.Let me be clear here,that i'm coming to trinite.I thought about going to Sparc prom because i prefer the entertainers there more[not for other reasons that u guys might come up with,hell i dunno where these ideas came from] ,but i'm coming to trinite.When else i get to go to a prom with these fellas.Enuff said about that, i have to say that i'm glad to have spoken to someone that i havent talked to for quite some time recently.It wasn't easy at first,my finger felt so heavy to just to hit the enter button,but i did it,and i'm glad i got that one over with.Sometimes i always wonder why it always have to be me who have to start something going.But i figure,it's best to just have this one going with,because i want to,and i wanna do what i want to do,and not things that i don't wanna do but u want me to do,coz these are things that really matters.And that's what life's is all about,to do what really matters to you.

Cool weekend

2006-02-26T22:30:00.000+08:00

For the whole of last week,i've been watching the hot tv show 'House' non stop, everyday,whenever i get the chance.It's like drug to me,and i'm addicted to it.Add this show to the list of doctor related tv series that i've watched before [ER,Chicago Hope,Scrubs,Doogie Howser MD] i think i should be pretty qualified to be a doctor right now hehe.'House' is just superb,the storyline,the characters,the dialog is simply superb.If i was a Ninja Turtle i would had say 'It's Humongous Dude!' or if i was a black man i would had say 'Daymmnnnnnn' amd it's like the Daymnnn of the Daymnnn's u know what i mean?Besides the character Dr.House i just can't get enough of Dr.Cameron.Shes... sexy.Cute,intelligent ... the combination is just ... sexy ...

My favourite doctor in the planet

Anyways lately i've been hanging out alot with my ex schoolmate whois currently studying in Manipal and i've learned alot about being a doctor,hospital life,nurses[wink] and so on :P.Well,i can say that life as a doctor can be prety stressful,u can see that alot of doctors that smokes and drink heavily just to release their stress.Just try hanging out in Pure Bar or Extract during the weekends and i'm pretty sure u can find alot of doctors there.The cool thing about having a doctor as a close friend is that [no,its not that u get free medical advise] u can get to go to the hospital to watch some procedures on patients [getting to know the nurses is a bonus] and act like a doctor.The procedure i saw was pretty gross,the doctor had to make a hole on the patient's tummy to insert a small tube,then he had to ... err i rather not discuss the details here ... but it was really gross.Well,the hospital can be a really gloomy place to work in,with dying,sick people all around [when i came a patient actually just died on his bed couple of minutes earlier]and trust me,all these doctors wanna do is to finish their rounds and go back home.But i guess they still love their job and wouldn't trade anything for it.I wish i can find a job that i have a passion for in the future,and i don't think working as an engineer would satisfy me.

Anyways,i just watched a Thai horror movie called Long Khong.It was a really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really
SICK MOVIE !!!!
It was more about gory than horror and again i rather not talk in details about the movie.Revenge is a big theme in the movie so expect people with no mercy trying to kill other people in this movie.Went to watch Pink Panther in the cinema too.My verdict? From the 8 bucks that i paid for the movie,i got back just 6.It was all about slapstick comedy,but considering i haven't go to the cinema for quite some time already i guess it's ok.I wish they showing the Adventures of Dick and Jane here in Melaka tho.. i wanna watch a Jim Carrey movie...

Got a football match tomorrow,wish us luck,n till next time...

p/s i believe till Henry signs a new contract Arsenal's form will continue like this [yo-yo form]

HEHe ,nothing else to do

2006-02-26T22:28:00.000+08:00

The 22nd February post [i sux at giving titles]

2006-02-21T23:18:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i just feel too lazy to post anything, sometimes i feel like i wanna post something but i'm too tired to post, but then there are also times where i just can't post the things i wanna post.I'm just not the kind of person who can just let out everything that he's thinking about.Just some recent events that makes me think about the past again,about my friends, and the people that once was so important to me.....

History just wants people to keep remembering about it,maybe thaths why history always repeats itself.

What do u feel when u felt that u did so well the last time,and hope that people still remember it in the future,but only to be disappointed then.I'm learning the lesson right now,and i realized i've taken it the wrong way.I was so close to giving up,when i shouldn't.I should had given more fight and show how wrong they are.I'm talking about me and my football club here.Yes i was disappointed to be left out again when someone new comes in ,someone who haven't really proved himself in a long time, and take my place when i had proved myself again and again,and at the same time showing fighting spirit that is lacking in the team right now.I have nothing against my replacement,i wish he does well for the sake of the team.But it just sucks to feel neglected after all that i've done.I didn't play in the playoff game,and we were lucky to scrape through on penalties after conceding 2 stupid goals.It was 0-2 at a time,and i was there warming the bench.I was angry,i don't know to whom i was angrier,the manager,the players on the field,or myself.But what i know,is that i wouldn't want that to happen again.I was given a second chance,we are now through to the league competition,and i won't give up this time,i will fight for my place,because i know i deserve it.Even if it means i have to prove myself once more.

On other stuffs that are almost similar but on different terms,i will not try do anything, to try to change the current situation.For one, i am happy with the current scenario and i will surely won't give a damn about anyone who doesn't give a damn about me.I still have no idea whats so wrong about me that he hates so much,but i can see how it works for him.You dun like someone,just don't give a damn bout the person no matter how little the problem is,cause u just don't like the person.Oh yeah, and then just ignore all the past things between u and the person coz it doesn't matter at all.The end.About another person,i've always wished i handled the situation better but i just couldn't.I still care bout the person, but a line was set, and i just don't dare to cross the line again.

I am so tired right now,2 straight days of fitness training man ... luckily my body doesn't hurts after training,i just wanna have a good night sleep tonight.ZzzzZzzz [gogo Arsenal win the Cl~]

:)

2006-02-10T23:30:00.000+08:00

Ok.. since valentines day is coming so i figured i write something different this time.Here's my top 10 list of girls i wish i can date for valentines day.Bleh.. then again let me just list the top 5, 10 girls are one too many for me.

Number 5 :Hannah Tan

This girl is 'HawwwwTt' .Ok every girl in this list is 'HawwwwwTt'.But this girl here is just an example that a super hot bootylicious lady can come with a class-A brain as well.

Number 4 :Jessica Alba

This girl kicks ass,can dance, and have a sweet sweet smile as well.

Number 3 :Mandy Moore
I still remember when i was in secondary school this girl came out with her first single.She was really skinny and had no hopes of beating Christina and Britney at that time.But look at her now,maybe her singing career still mediocre,but she's now a proven actress.A classic example of a pretty-chubby girl.

Number 2 :Elisha Cuthbert
I naturally don't prefer blondes,but there's always an exception to the rule,an anomaly in the matrix,the black sheep .. etc .. Elisha can be whatever u want her to be,the girl next door,the hot chick,the librarian .....

Number 1 :The Mysterious Girl

Ok,no matter how much u fantasize about certain celebrities that u grow to like from watching television shows or watch them sing,no matter how beautiful that person is in the magazines,but she will definitely won't be as beautiful as the person u actually like.I'm still searching for that person,but no doubt all i want to do is to spend my valentines with the person that matters the most to me.

Happy Valentines Day N Chap Goh Mei

also

Happy Thaipusam :D

448km

2006-02-05T23:14:00.000+08:00

Thats the total distance i've travelled since leaving my house for Melaka on Thursday.Let's see where i've been to ....

Rawang-->P.J [pickup Manika] --->Melaka --->travel around melaka--->Tangkak ---->Gunung Ledang --->Tangkak --->Melaka ~448Km haha.

It's nothing really,just to show u guys how busy i've been since returning to Melaka.Add that to my journey all around Malaysia during the holidays,i can say i'm pretty much sick of travelling right now.All in all it should be more than 1,000 km for the past one week.Hmm.. now where should i start first ... let's forget bout my trip during the holidays,let's talk about what happened recently.Raj came down to Melaka and we all had a wonderful trip to the waterfalls in Gunung Ledang.It's quite a fun experience but the only slack thing is that we left Melaka quite late which was around 8.30am so when we reached there it was already quite hot.

Sri [the one at the back] seems to be imagining something while climbing up to the top.

Melvin asking "mana jalan ni ,kita ni dah sesat dalam hutan ni kawan"

Look at me , i don't look tired at all [actually wanna pengsan already]

Hmm.. actually a day before that i,Shashi,Manika and Prasad had lunch in Shakeys in Jusco.Havent had pizza for quite some time so what the hell eh ... besides,Shashi worked in Shakeys before so he should know which pizza tastes the best.In the end we took a special set for 4 people,if i'm not mistaken the pizzas were Shanghai Chicken and err.. some Island pizza [forgot redi] .It was really nice [add that to the fact that we were really starving at the time] so u got four clean plates and four smiling faces in the end.

Our Shakey's ambassador.

Everyone smile and look at the camera ~~ Say BUrpppppp !!

School restarts on Monday,work too.Let's enjoy this 3rd sem yah.

Orange Post

2006-02-03T22:29:00.000+08:00

Yeah i know chinese new year supposedly the colour it is usually associated with is the colour Red.But..somehow it kinda reminds me of the colour orange... and more orange .. and more orange .. orange orange .. orange....

I feel like i wanna go out and search for some orange juice now .. anyone else?

Balik Kampung Post

2006-01-20T11:10:00.000+08:00

Haha finally after 2 months,i'm going back .The extra 5 days here in Melaka ain't that bad, at least not like how i expect it to be.Besides doing my work,i've been filling up my time with useful stuffs like ;

1.Watch movies [Remember The Titans one of the best movie,ever!]
2.Download and watch tv shows.Scrubs episode 5 and 6 yo.Hellloooooooo!~
3.Pwn,own dota with Jay nyeehehehe.
4.Practising dance moves in the shower.[Inspired again by the scene in She's All That ,The Rockefeller Skank]

Other than that i've been cleaning up my room and the front porch.[I guess i have to do everything around here sigh].Hmm... been sleeping more also.Last time average i can only sleep 5-6 hours,nowadays i can get to 8 hours or more.. wheee. [finally with peace]

Oh yeah,actually for the past couple of weeks there had been a group of uninvited guests in the house.Meet ...... the family of Mrs.Furryyellow :)

I guess it's pretty uncomfortable when somebody taking a picture of u milking haha.Sorry Mrs.furryyellow,just gonna post this on my blog,nowhere else.

Maybe they're thinking about what they gonna be when they grow up..

The Biter.[Still scared of him]

U have no idea how hard it is to get these kittens to pose for a picture ... and one of them is a biter too.I've been bitten by a lot of cats in my life but this lil fella can really bite haha.The mother actually climbed to the rooftops and entered through the bathroom window to give birth to 4 lil kittens.Such an adventure to bring these 4 lil biters to the world.But i guess with all the dogs outside she made the wise choice.I guess she knows there's a Malay guy staying in the house thath's why she felt more secure bringing up those kittens here.One night i as usual was spying on Mrs.Furryyellow and her lil kittens,i didn't want to scare them away so i usually watch them from afar,but this time .. guess what!Mrs.Furryyellow herself came towards me.Maybe she was begging me not to harm her family i don't know [cats are very sly in nature] or maybe she can sense that i am a cat lover [most cats can].

Well i will only be back after around 2 weeks, i have no idea whether these kittens still gonna be around at that time.So right now i just leave them to themselves,[dont want to create a bond or something], cats if u start feeding them they will start to depend on you for food so it's not a good idea to help them.Unless u really want to take care of them,i mean seriously taking care of them,don't provide them with food.Unless of course u see them dying and realli in need of help and stuffs.

Lazy to write long posts,so i think i'll just stop here.Oh wait .. i wanna wish everyone a very happy and prosperous Chinese New Year wheee.Oh yea.. i wanna watch Cheaper By The Dozen 2.[Melaka GSC sux]

p/s Hmm .. when is the next time raya and cny gonna be close again?last time can actually fight see whose firecrackers own more t.t

facts on this year's CNY
-my cousin getting engaged
-my sis b'day

The person inside ....

2006-01-12T23:53:00.000+08:00

I just finished watching 2 more episodes of Scrubs Season 5 [yippee~~] and to me the show is still a classic.I kinda start to notice that i am more like Elliot than J.D,which is queer but i guess they both are actually very similar characters.Wish i am more like Dr.Cox tho,cold inside, never let people around him to bring him down,treats people kinda badly,but people around him still love to have him around coz they know he does things his own way for good reasons.Also that laser sharp mouth that never fails to sting hehe.[by the way Elliot is looking hotter n hotter !!]

Wacky jokes aside,the show always delivers a good message in the end.Not just about life in a hospital,as a doctor,but life in general.In the episode 'My Jiggly Ball' J.D ponders about his life so far as he is nearing his 30th birthday.He realizes there's alot of things in life he still hasnt achieve comparing to his best buddy Turk.There's also about Dr.Cox who always looks happy but the fact is he is just too proud to show his depression to other people.

I just wonder,when i'm 30[which is about 7 years from now],how my life gonna be.Will i have a family by then?Will i be happy with my life at that time?Will i be regretting about things that i didn't do when i was 23?Oh yeah,gonna be 23 in September huhu,23 ... 23 .... the fact that i am getting older by the day still hasnt really struck me yet.But i know i've learned alot from my past experiences so far,but i guess u will never stop learning coz u do keep doing mistakes along the way.We are all just human.But one thing that i can't deny is that,these experiences will ultimately shape the kind of person u gonna be.People don't change overnight,well sometimes they do,but normally it is a slow process.Some people,they can control the things that keeps running in their brain,but subconsciously it's a neverending struggle of interests, and here and then,the person will finally bow down and listen to their subconscious mind.Why am i bringing this up?I don't know, i'm pretty sure i am still the person that everybody knows me,but 7 years from now?I can't tell.

I have one more paper to sit this Saturday.Hopefully all goes well,after that i'm gonna stay here for another week or so,do my work,go back hometown,help my cousin to arrange his marriage haha,probably visit my hometown friends for CNY [getting my first paycheck during the hols wohoo!~] and then welcome back the gang from their industrial.

I've finally found my much needed peace during the past week.It's finally been solved.Though i wish things would have been much different[the journey,the ending], i am not holding any grudges.I accept that some things are just not meant to be,but it always happen for a reason.Life is a learning process isn't it?I just don't understand some things.Simple actions that should had been taken early that could had save so much trouble on both sides.

Communication.Communication.Communication.

When there's a breakdown in communication,bad things are always bound to happen.The things u need to tell but u keep it inside,in time it will consume you,or worse the person u need to convey it to.Just by letting time passes by would not solve anything.

God will not change the fortunes of a person unless the person himself takes some action to change his fortunes.

It's still only the beginning of the year.A lot of things will happen this year just like the last.My wish as i get older?I wish as time goes by things will only get better and better.

Looking into the hourglass

2006-01-07T02:27:00.000+08:00

God give me strength as i let time passes by

Go GO GO GO !

2006-01-03T07:59:00.000+08:00

Remember Counterstrike game?When i was staying in EP everyday u can hear this 'gogogo' .Oh those were the days.Got to know my housemates thru CS,got to know the rest of the people in the block thru CS,it was so funny hehe.Anyways the reason i put the title as it is because .. exam week is coming !!~~Here we go again,library gonna be my second home,maybe also the exam hall area or plaza siswa.My biggest obstacle in studying is always distraction [besides laziness].Well i'm glad she's doing better now, i shouldn't worry anymore.Something else just struck my mind,but... ah just forget bout it.

Started the new year with a flu haha.Not too bad, but it definitely dented any small chance of me to start on studying.Okok i'll start today.I was planning to start today anyways :P.So whats my new year resolution ???

SAVE MORE MONEY !!!~~~~~~~

Been spending like crazy this year on so many different things for so many different purposes.Gonna try to cut down on the things that is just plain wasteful.Let's see.. what did i actually bought this year, all the significant things that put a really big hole in my pocket.

1.Phone [the perfect response to the thief who stole my precious old phone]
2.MP3 player[when u spend most of your time walking like me,u definitely need this portable baby]
3.Blazer[the price for wanting to look like keanu reeves on prom nite,but hey im gonna need this sooner or later anyways]

Too bad somebody actually stole the black pants that i did with the blazer.Yeah can u believe that??I also lost my ring to an accident during puasa time,my comb ....

Well there's alot of things i have to do well this year.My studies and work mostly,i'm aiming to be that happy go lucky guy again.So 2006, here we go !!!! By the way, Arsenal still the best baby !~

New Year Resolution

2005-12-30T20:53:00.000+08:00

I got it finally !

Forget bout everything that's bugging me in 2005.

wish me luck :)

Busy,lazy,dizzy,sleepy .......

2005-12-28T01:29:00.000+08:00

Final week before study week then exam week then holiday .. yeyyy~~.2006 coming up, and i still havent settle one more important thing.I'm quite busy this week with some important matters to look into, and i can't afford to focus on this thing.I guess it's best if i leave the matter to resolve itself now.How i'm feeling right now?There's been better nights than this,there's been worse too.I don't know what else to do and i definitely don't want to put any pressure on the person or even myself.Anything else i just leave it to fate.Coz God knows i've tried.Maybe i didn't try hard enough,but i'm afraid things will only get worse if i push too hard.I don't trust blurry signs anymore either,i don't want to be a fool no more.Generally,i trust that if you're sincere,whatever you do will be rewarded,maybe not now,maybe not directly,but the reward will come one day.[The smile, always wanted to see that again,it was all worth it]

Another week like last week and this bag around my eyes will get bigger.The weather here in Melaka is crazy nowadays.A minute it's hot, not long after that it rains heavily.I guess that's just how things go,sometimes there will be good times,n then there are bad times.A lesson i learned this year.When you're having a good time,be thankful for it.When it's the bad times,hold in there,cause the good times are bound to come back.This year also i've learned to control my emotions.Maybe i haven't perfect it yet,maybe i'll never will cause i'm quite an expressive person sometimes,so i wanna say sorry to anyone who i might had hurt.I was a happy go lucky type of person.For 2006 i want to be the person who i used to be again.Say no to Emo !! Whenever i need to relax from feeling emo,i just listen to this song haha.

John Mayer-Wheel
People have the right to fly
And will when it gets compromised
Their hearts say "Move along"
Their minds say "Gotcha heart"
Let's move it along

And airports, see it all the time
Where someone's last goodbye
Blends in with someone's sigh
Cause someone's coming home
In hand, a single rose

That's the way this wheel keeps working now
That's the way this wheel keeps working now
And I won't be the last
No I won't be the last, to love her

You can't build a house of leaves
And live like it's an evergreen
It's just a season thing
It's just this thing that seasons do

And that's the way this wheel keeps working now
That's the way this wheel keeps working now
And you won't be the first
No you won't be the first, to love me

You can find me, if you ever want to give
I'll be around the bend
I'll be around the bend
I'll be around, I'll be around
And if you never stop when you wave goodbye
You just might find if you give it time
You will wave hello again
You just might wave hello again

And that's the way this wheel keeps working now
That's the way this wheel keeps working now

You can't love too much, one part of it(repeat)

I believe that my life's gonna see
The love I give return to me
I believe that my life's gonna see yeah
The love I give return to me.
I believe that my life's gonna see the love I give
Return to me...

Anyway,last weekend i was quite busy, with me travelling here and there.Visiting friends,went back hometown,met relatives [miss my nephews n niece ~], all in the space of 3 days.A really good news coming up for next sem [finally ~] but i think i better hold up the news till it's a reality.This is most probably my last post of 2005,till then ... haha feast your eyes on these pictures :P

Huhuhuhuhu .. notti pose from my nephew.For 'tengok gambar ni rasa nak muntah' rating i give him a 4 1/2 star :p.[i didnt teach him to do this pose, blame it on bad tv influence -_-']

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wow .. look at that... i'm looking at my own picture and i myself feel like puking.Wakkakaka.Hopefully u guys are not reading this while eating,before eating .. or after eating.[my nephew taught me this pose .. i'm an innocent,innocent man.Blame it on the tv]

Happy New Year Folks .... :)

((((((( ))))))))

2005-12-20T18:11:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas

N

Happy New Year

May the year 2006 brings happiness and prosperity to all

2005 .. the good times

2005-12-18T12:57:00.000+08:00

I just want to remember all the good times i had during 2005.Even the bad things that happened actually lead to better stuffs along the way.It's all part of the education in life.Meet me, i'm 22, blessed to meet alot of wonderful people and friends and these pictures tells 1001 stories about 2005 for me.

[background music:Michelle Branch &Santana-i'm feeling You]

the smiles ...

friendship that will never end.........

special people that come and go,but will always stay in ure heart

the things that we do together .....

candid moments in life, candid pictures are always the best as it always capture the moment in it's purest essence.........

people that helped u along the way ...

Old friends... that old flame of friendship that never dies .......

u might never know how much u affect me but i've become a better person because of u :)

New Nike Advert

2005-12-11T21:04:00.000+08:00

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Originally uploaded by Prankie.

The journeys is over~ Bring me the next one!

2005-12-11T20:01:00.000+08:00

Sadly, Suspect FC failed to make it to the next round.First things first.Here are the results from our three games.

Suspect vs Samba 2-2

Suspect vs Peace 1-1

Suspect vs Saja Suka 1-3

A quick review on the opposing teams.

Samba Fc is the so called UEFA Cup tournament winners so they qualified straight to the tourney.This is an all international team.

Peace is also an all international team.A strong team who qualified to the tourney with us.

Saja Suka had been in the top 3 rankings of clubs in MMU since they were created.That should be enough to tell how strong they are.

It was the GROUP of DEATH.The hardest qualifying group in the President's Cup, and thanks to our stupid mistakes we missed the chance to qualify.The first game against Samba we were leading 2-1 towards the final 2 minutes or so.And our stupid defence just didnt know how to clear the ball ... it was frustrating.Again in the game vs Peace we were leading 1-0.Misscommunication in the defence again lead to another goal conceded.In the game against Saja Suka ... same story.

Overall im happy with my performance.None of the goals came from my mistake or my flank.I got elbowed by Fauzi during today's game.Pozi nasib baik takder gigi aku tercabut woii !!!!

Fauzi is my ex-hsemate last time n we still are good friends....even after the elbow incident.In football anything can happen,we might be frens outside but inside the field everything else have to be left behind.All your emotions,problems, haha shit i was kinda emo during the first match.Melvin told me i was missing my old tackles,lack of agression, in short i got soft.Luckily i managed to keep my focus on the field for the rest of the match.I'm actually really disappointed with some of the players.Maybe they just lack the experience playing in the big field.Coz in the big field it's very different,first u have to fight ure own fears.With the crowd cheering outside, u can easily be distracted.Then u have to face opponents who will be more than happy to tackle u to the ground.By the way my friend just reminded me of one term i used to use last time.
Selamber BOMBER ~~!!! Hehe it means .. arr.. how to put in English .. just try and don't care bout anything else.So if u have a presentation tomoro and ure worried.... dun ... selamber bomber !!!! Kinda like Nike's advert .. Just Do It.

Anyway i survived!! Though my left cheek is still hurting from that elbow,still suffering from groin strain, and now even my back hurts!!! But i proved that i can do battle with the big guys on the field.Off the field though, there are still alot of battles to be won.I got another job assignment i need to do tonight, got a test on Wednesday,n ... now i'm addicted with Dota arghh~~~ Still havent get to a critical level of addictness but one round of dota is enough to take 40 mins minimum of my day away.

Lately God seems to be playing with my mind.I got this guilty streak going on, seeing some signs and so on.Maybe i've been too harsh on someone.If that is the case, i'm sorry.I didn't mean to hurt anyone's feelings, but i wish some people care for other people's feelings too.Bleh i dont wanna think about it anymore.No use wondering bout things when there is nothing more u can do.Last week actually went to KFC in Batu Berendam.First time actually i ate there.Saw this nice poster and took a picture of it .. kinda reminds me of something hehe.

Let's rock n Roll

2005-12-10T10:27:00.000+08:00

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Originally uploaded by Prankie.

huhuhuu~

2005-12-07T21:10:00.000+08:00

Actually tis is the door to my room :P

Check out this poster, boxer sponsored by renoma ler :D .. the guy looks like me?No ? Yeah? No? :P

Anyway really target to get arms like these.New year resolution :P

Just some thoughts

2005-12-06T00:39:00.000+08:00

Sometimes u feel ure problems are huge.Sometimes u feel like banging ure head on the wall to try make the problems disappear.Sometimes u feel like crying as your hopes fade away.

Well guess what.There's other people with BIGGER problems,problems that will STAY and hopes that just wont be THERE.

So, once u finished banging ure head and cry till there are no more tears left,look at yourself in the mirror and LAUGH.Coz u are stupid and u dunno how lucky u are.

People tend to trap themselves in a wall of selfishness when theyre having problems.They tend to forget about bigger things in life,and most importantly people around them that actually care.Or people that having problems far more serious than theirs.

There are no problems that are too big for anybody.The difference is just that some are just harder to solve than others.So the next time u feeling down,jsut slap ureself a couple of times and sleep over it.Hey it works for me :) [even though sometimes it takes hours just to try to get a 2 hour sleep]

i always got pwned by girls .. sigh :P
never again :D

Hello and Goodbye

2005-12-04T20:16:00.000+08:00

Well theres definitely some mixed feelings over the weekend for me.Firstly i have to say goodbye to a friend, a close friend i've known for the past 4 years.He won't be around anymore but i will certainly see him again in the future.I still remember the first time i met Raj.He has this air of confidence around him that when u see him the first time u definitely will respect him.Not to mention he is a big size fella, but it's not that factor that makes me respect him.He is a true friend.He cares for his friends and even though he does makes jokes about his friends he really cares about them.He'll listen to your problems and understands your difficulties, but u don't need to tell him that u're having problems,he'll recognize it when he sees you.And his advices in life have been very helpful to me, and his last words before leaving Malacca are still ringing in my head and i feel touched by his concern.Yes Raj i won't worry too much anymore and maybe i will go and see a doctor in the future if my coughing gets worse.Hehe .. i hate doctors lah.And of coz i will play my best for Suspect.

And for u Raj, Suspect qualified to the Presidents Cup in STYLE.These are the results.

game 1
Suspect [ 3] - 381-F [1]
This was an easy game for us.A simple error led to a goal concede but overall it was a very good game for us.This was the first time the new Suspect Fc played together in an official match.

game 2
Suspect [0] - Peace [0]
This was our second game on the same day.We were abit tired and didnt able to pass the ball around like the first game.Peace is an international team, with the legendary Coffeee playing for them.They were physically superior than us and we lost a lot of aerial battles to them.But it was a very good defensive effort from us.I hurt my ankle,bruised my knee and arm in this match.

game 3
Suspect [6] - AIM [0]
This game was played on the following day.We needed a win by a big margin to ensure automatic qualification from our group.Peace thrashed this team 4-0 so we know we must win by more than that margin.And what a performance from us.I played with the injury but once the game started i completely forgot about it.In the end we end up as group winners as Peace could only beat 618-F 2-0 later in the afternoon.

The 3 games were really satisfying for me but i know i can play better than that.And i know i have to play better as the teams in the President's Cup would definitely be better than the teams we met here.But the game against Peace was the real test for us and it shows how good we are and could be.Next weekend the tournament commence and i hope we get a kind draw.As usual it is important for us to build confidence first and step up from there.This qualifier had done just that.I did took some photos during the tournament.Here they are ..

Some of the other matches. [oi people taking picturelah stop showing ure backside!]

Our keeper for the qualifiers.Always a crowd favourite, he's the smallest ever keeper to play in a mmu tournament.But hey he did make a couple of stunning saves [we only concede 1 goal in 3 games ,even tho the 1 goal was his mistake .. and almost concede a couple of others -_- .. but hey .. cant blame the guy, he only playing as a keeper coz theres no one to play there.Great stuffs Melv! :)

Ehem .. ehem .. some of the girls watching the game,giving support to their bf's or fren's team.Even though they din come for me but somehow i'm still extra motivated to play coz of them :) thnx girls :P

My now officially 1 year old boots, jersey,shin guard,water .. my weapons and armor for the battle :)

Me after the final match.Injured,tired,tanned but extremely satisfied.Now for the real tournament......

Morning Blurness Blogness Madness

2005-12-02T08:49:00.000+08:00

Haha first things first.Seems like this blog is slowly turning out to be mycertainshadeofORANGE rather than GREEN.Haha,i don't care, i like orange.I just can't tahan pink.I honestly have no idea why girls like pink so much.I guess they find it ... cute?No comment there.Anyone can like anything that they want to like.But personally i like to see girls in white.It kinda bring out the 'angel' or 'sweetness' or even 'cuteness' out of them.Not pink.Pink is well .. just a little too kiddy girlsh kinda stuff dun u think?.

Now look at this.It's just a casual white dress yet she look so lovely.Always dream that an angel like this will knock on my door someday :P

Now let me try to google something.Let's see... someone that i like and wearing white.*typing ... mandy moore in white*.Oops ... well that dress is nice all right .. but too sexy to put here :D.Let's try something else .. *typing ..... elisha cuthbert in white.*Errr... can only find pictures of her in white ..err .. undergarments ... [THERES TOO MUCH PORNNN IN THE INTERNETTT,I JUST WANNA BLOGG] .Bleh.. even if i google *elisha cuthbert in white dress* ,most of the search results are porn sites.Ah well ... but i guess girls wearing white undergarments look nicer than the ones wearing pink ....... just an honest opinion .... ah this is my blog i can post whatever i want :D

Ok enough with the girls in white, i have a very important weekend coming up.Suspect FC has to play in qualifying rounds for the President's Cup this weekend.I got two games on Saturday and another one on Sunday.4 teams in a group, top 2 qualify.I have no idea bout the other 3 teams but personally for me, playing in the qualifiers gonna be good.We need practice matches before the tourney starts so that the players can learn on how to play with each other as a team.This has always been Suspect's main weakness.We have a lot of brilliant individual players but somehow we don't work as a team.I'm gonna play right back this time, and i kinda like this position now.It's nice now that i just have to run on one wing rather than moving sideways,roaming left to right, right to left as a defensive midfielder.I kinda like playing in the flanks too, my last appearance for TauTakpe gave me an opportunity to play there and i feel confident bringing the ball on the flanks,kinda have a special feeling too coz u're closer to the crowd.Running down the flanks ,leaving ure opponent for dead,that feeling, u feel like u're crusing down the beach at sunset,feeling the wind blow against you .... haha i can't wait!!!

But of coz as a rightback most of the time you'll be the one who have to stop people from running past you.Expect a lot of sliding tackles my dear opponents.I'm definitely in no xmas mood to slack down.

I guess that's all for now.Some shoutouts here

ACAI !! Sorry can't make it to u're gig bro.Keep it rockin~

GLENN!!!! Happy birthday bro !!!!! Sorry i can't come.Why u have to do it in KL lah !! Mangkuk!

SUSPECT FC !!! Let's strive to have our glory days back !!! We deserve to be in the elite group!!!

Love Actually

2005-11-27T02:24:00.000+08:00

Best romantic comedy ever? Yeah probably.Definitely in my top 10 list.Saw the cd in JJ today, thought bout buying it,but i guess i just download it thru torrent.

How nice is this movie??

Well, if u wanna see how love works in different ways,this is the movie to watch.It's about several stories that can be linked together as the background is set in the UK just couple of weeks before Christmas.U get a complilation of love stories in different settings,from the Prime Minister to a love story involving a 7 year old kid.Each story has their own themes and in the end it really gives a feel good feeling.

I actually just came back from a long yumcha with da GBS gang.Nice to see them again.Saw Jason n Justin also there.Times like this, best to spend it with friends.Next week most probably im going to Cyber,stay there for couple of days.Might try to go to Glenn's bday party too.Why la why la u have to hold it in B.U haha.Jauhlah~~.Bleh.. wafi no emo .. no emo .. "there's no emotion, there's only peace" .

R.I.P. George Best.
Drinking kills.

By the way i definitely can't smoke again.Not even a single cigarette.Haven't smoke for a looong time n i decided to have a puff last night.End up puking again.I'm like a pregnant woman nowadays,have this weird early morning sickness.Coughing and feel like puking after waking up.I'm not a chain smoker nor a social smoker.I just smoke when i feel like it,i mean not frequent.. just some odd days.I also only smoke when i'm with smokers or alone.Anyways don't think i wanna see doctor ,hate doctors haha.Don't think anything serious gua .. hopefully.

Have to go to Digi Centre in Melaka Raya one of these days.Can't get back my old number in JJ.

Guess Who's Coming

2005-11-26T09:35:00.000+08:00

Prasad Monkieee is coming !!!! Muahahahahha.He just called me [in the process he also woke me up] and he told me he'll be here in around 3 hours.Havent seen him since the end of last sem.Well at least this weekend would be a lil bit more interesting with him around the house whining.

Tonite most probably going yc with Glennie n the gang in Chelias.Dun know why they like the place so much, always go there to meet.Before that i think im going to have a trip around Melaka at night.The new decorations around town really make the place looks livelier n nicer.Hopefully they wont take it down after the raja-raja thinghy ends.Probably i'll take a walk around the new riverwalk.Looks like a nice place to relax and have a stroll at night.The river also looks 'cleaner' at night hehe.Maybe i'll bring monkiee with me, though i would actually prefer to take take a walk alone, but i think it's better not to be alone right now, i don't want to dwell into these thoughts i'm currently facing.Gonna try to take some pictures with my phone while i'm there also.Which is the purpose why i bought this phone.I really like to take candid pictures of things around me.Kinda like the world is freeze for a moment.buying a good digital camera is way out of the question for now so i'll settle with this phone instead.

Oh yeah ... i wanna go JJ also today ... wanna try to retrieve my old digi number.Maybe there's still some messages there i havent open.Probably i can rescue my old phonebook also even though i've stored most of my contacts in the new simcard already. Besides that ... i'm waiting for Sendo's call so can go back to Ocean to get some freebies from the shop where i bought my phone.Nothing much , just some programs and ringtones and pictures i guess.Wanna ask him bout the mms system also .. can't seem to get the settings right.

Mikko still havent give me a new client log list so i guess i won't be busy ... probably till Monday.have to work hard ... i definitely need that paycheck now hehe.

All that said n done ... i think i better focus on things that is clear to me right now.Better start studying for midterm next week,prepare for Suspect's friendly game against Dragons [better do some laps on the main field, im playing right back n my fitness suxxx.. also found out i actually lost weight!! blehhhh!!!].President's Cup coming soon n i can't wait to get the chance to play on the main field again.Such a special feeling playing there, my last two games there had been memorable even though both end in defeat.Hopefully can meet up with some of the Tau Takpe fellas there.They're really nice fellas.Hmmm.. would be interesting if Suspect play them in President's Cup huhuhuhu.All that said .... i just wanna say

I'M TIRED OF BEING EMOOOOO

Wafipedia's definition of Emo= Emo is a useless feelings which brings no good but to set your mood to the lowest possible level that can be achieved by a normal human.

Side effects of emo includes,lost of appetite,lack of sleep,low morale,lack of concentration and losing friends.It can also be contagious, especially to the person who have emotional connection with u.

So how to cure this ??? The cure varies with different personality.
For me, i start building this wall around me n start being selfish n cold.Listening to Foo Fighters and hiphop band is my daily medicine.In short u just stop caring bout everything else but ureself, coz its your own happiness that really matters right?Like Lance Armstrong, start living strong!!How to take care other people if your own life is in a mess right ? So, SAY NO TO EMO [this is a public service reminder from mycertainshadeofgreen.com]

Moving on

2005-11-24T21:49:00.000+08:00

There's sunshine today~~ yippee yay yeyy~~

Well i bought a new phone today.Thanks to Cinlin who temankan me go buy huhuhu.She even missed her meeting with her FYP lecturer coz of me n also luckily didnt get saman for parking over the time limit.Hehehe THANKIU THANKIU THANKIU .. oh yeah . she even missed out on lunch with her hubby Lawrence coz of me.Dun sula me kay Lawrence :p

This phone i bought .. well ive already planned to buy it for some time alredi.Suddenly got hooked up with flip phones .. N i really wanted a nice camera phone.Most of the camera phones out there has only a 0.3 megapixel camera so i had to dig deep into my reserves n come out with the money needed to buy this phone which has a 1.3 mp camera.So here it is .. i present to u .. my new brand spanking pimpin phone ~~~ Samsung GH-E720~~~

Alright ... let's play around with the camera.Ok well this is the place where i spend most of my time

Now .. the picture of my computer table with the 'romantic lights' on.
[i realli like my room to have dim lights .. kinda like a batcave for me]

Lemme introduce u guys to two of my best friends.Bart n Mr.Swat [it's an action figure not a doll !!!]

Here's Bart

Here's Mr.Swat
I post more on this later.Something just interrupted me.Sigh ... i hate jerks who claimed they know it all.

bad bad day ....

2005-11-23T19:54:00.000+08:00

I lost my phone today.Some jackass sneak into my room when i went outside to play football.

Add my new number

017-2525958

Sigh ...~~

*i guess i understand it all now...

MEin GOtt .. ze tired very tired

2005-11-20T23:12:00.000+08:00

Did i said im gonna have a busy weekend? I didn't ? Coz even if i did i would have known how buy i would be.Let's start with Saturday.I, Raj,Mel and Moogie left for KL to go to Low Yatt to get a brand spanking new pc for Mel.Talking bout crazy drivers, Moogie gotta be on the top of the list for me thus far.One thing i learned before this is that when ure inside a car with a crazy driver is just have confidence in him n you'll have no worries.Moogie said his record KL-Melaka was 50mins.We made it in 1hr on the way back.

Before that we dropped of Raj in his house in Seremban.His uncle was having a birthday party with his relatives so basically we just join in :) I think i ate like i puasa 1 whole day.

FREEEEE MEALLLL SONNNNNNNN !!!!

Gotta thank Raj' family for their hospitality.N the food ... top class.

We arrived in KL around 7.Parked the car in Times Square n when we went outside it was raining heavily.SHeesh ... i dunno why .. i hate rain nowadays.Anyways , we had to take the monorail to go to Low Yatt.RM1.60 for a 2 mins walk.Welcome to KL.Spent 2-3 hous in Low yatt.. i was personally checking out some phones.I'll tell u more bout this next time.After that,went to Mel's house.

FREEEE MEALLLL SONNNNNNNNN !!!

Then went to visit Christopher.He was having a party too for his recent graduation ceremony.

FREEEE MEALLLLL SONNNNNNNN !!!!!

Chris got a godfather n the godfather re-acted a 5 min long dialogue from an old Indian movie during the party.Wow... haha .. he's good.Funny part is when Chris's father was teased by his own father in law coz he dun know Tamil.Coming from Penang he knows Hokkien instead.So after Chris's godfather finished doing the scene the father in law teased Chris's father asking him to 'balas' balik and re-act another scene in Tamil.Chris's father comedically just went 'achahhchaa chahha wahchahah' to the laughter of everyone in the house.Thanks again for the great hospitality guys.Cya soon Chris.

Went back to Mel' house after that.His mother insists another dinner.....

FREEEEE MEALLLLL SONNNNNNNNNN !!!!!! bluerkkk
[too much food .. but still eat coz taste so nice]

Arrived in Melaka around 2am.Only to found out streamyx kena potong .. adoii... Goota go tm point shop near Gajah Behrang this Monday..

Today i had a great time with Agnes.Supposed to go watch a movie.As fate decides, end up chatting for hours in Kenny Rogers.Met Cinlin there.Hey where's my extra muffin girll !!!! :P Anyway my vote for KRR worker of the year --->>>> CINLIN [hands down] .Had a very long and interesting discussion with her.I think now i understand girls better.But that not going to help me in any way .. not much anyway.I'm really hoping girls would actually be more direct... .U cant leave a guy hanging.. guys like it more if girls give them a definite answer.Not a 'maybe', not a 'i dunno'.It's for the best of interests for both the guy n the girl too...so both can quickly move on.Thinking about my situation.. im not rushing or anything.It's just that .. sometimes its tough when u dunno where u stand. I just wants things to be normal like last time n see how it goes.I dunno .. sometimes dun feel appreciated.But then again i know i shouldn't expect something back when doing something like this.It can be suicidal later.

Back home around 7pm n i straight went to a deeeeepp sleeeep.Even now i'm feeling damn tired.Have to continue my work on SEA this Monday.Boss sure wants to see progress.. thaths why i really need to reactivate my Streamyx even though it means i have to put my money first.Hmm ..any expectations for the new week? I don't think so ... i'd like to think about good things that might happen .. but i just dont want to disappoint myself.Still .. what else can u do but to pray.

Just something fun here :D From the tv show 'House'

1. House-ism: "I'm too handsome to do paperwork" To use when: Your colleague asks you to file a document.
2. House-ism: "Are you comparing me to God? I mean, that's great, but so you know, I've never made a tree." To use when: Your boss asks you to do the impossible (again).
3. House-ism: "Check for evil stepmothers. This much sleep usually indicates poison apples." To use when: You catch your colleague falling asleep at work.
4. House-ism: " It turns out your best judgment is not good enough. Here's an idea: next time, use mine" To use when: Your boss made a mistake.
5. House-ism: "I hired you because you look good. It's like having a nice piece of art in the lobby" To use when: Your subordinate asks you why you don't listen to his/her opinion.
6. House-ism: "Perseverance does not equal worthiness. Next time you want to get my attention, wear something fun." To use when: Someone's been trying desperately to get your attention.
7. House-ism: "Could we get off my screw-ups and focus on theirs? Theirs is bigger." To use when: Your boss tells you you've made a mistake.
8. House-ism: "Everyone knows what's wrong with me. What's wrong with him is much more interesting." To use when: Your colleague asks, "What's wrong with you?"

Song of da week

Daniel Pewter-Bad Day

Where is the moment we need at the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
(Oh.. Holiday..)
Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

[im not having a bad day, i just want a satuday everyday :P]

Weekend is here again

2005-11-19T13:10:00.000+08:00

Goin KL today. Tomorrow out with Agnes.
Have a nice weekend guys .

Need to run from all this confusion.

Song of the .. err .. year?

2005-11-15T23:04:00.000+08:00

[Probably i keep on posting lyrics coz too lazy to write :p .Anyway this is a nice song.]

Michael Bolton : Only A Woman Like You

It's beautiful, your honesty
You cry when you need to
say what you feel
You're never afraid to wear your heart on your sleeve
You're always so open with me

It's in your voice, I can hear it
The sound of a woman in love

Only a woman can love you so much
Give you her life and give you her trust
Not any woman can do what you do
Only a woman like you

It's magical, your love for me
It's more than a man could ever receive
I'm just a man and it's hard to believe
A woman like you could love me

It' in your eyes, I can see it
The look of a woman in love

Only a woman can love you so much
Give you her life and give you her trust
Not any woman can do what you do
Only a woman like you

If only I could find the words to say
But I just can't, so forgive me
Cause you took the words away
You answered every prayer I always prayed

It's in your touch, I can feel it
The feeling of a woman in love

Only a woman can love you so much
Give you her life and give you her trust
Not any woman can do what you do
Only a woman like you

Only a woman can love you so much
Give you her life and give you her trust
Not any woman can do what you do
Only a woman like you

[what the world needs now, is love sweet love : burt bacharach]

Song of the week

2005-11-14T01:17:00.000+08:00

foo Fighters-Resolve

Something that I felt today, something that I heard
Swingin' from the chandeliers, hanging on your word
I remember watchin' you, once upon a time
Dancing from across the room, in another light

A little bit of resolve is what I need now
Pin me down, show me how
A little bit of resolve is what I need now
Pin me down, show me how

Lookin' back to find my way, never seemed so hard
Yesterday's been laid to rest, changing of the guard
I would never change a thing, even if I could
All the songs we used to sing, everything was good

A little bit of resolve is what I need now
Pin me down, show me how
A little bit of resolve is what I need now
Pin me down, show me how

One more year that you're not here has gone and passed you by
What happened to you, what happened to you?
One more tear that you won't hear has gone and passed you by
What happened to you, what happened to you?

A little bit of resolve is what I need now
Pin me down, show me how
A little bit of resolve is what I need now
Pin me down, show me how

A little bit of resolve
One more year that you're not here
Has gone and passed you by (A little bit of resolve)
A little bit of resolve
One more year that you're not here
Has gone and passed you by (A little bit of resolve)

Song of the month

2005-11-10T22:54:00.000+08:00

3 Doors Down
Here By Me

I hope you’re doing fine out there without me
'Cause I'm not doing so good without you
The things I thought you'd never know about me
Were the things I guess you always understood
So how could I have been so blind for all these years
I guess I only see the truth through all this fear of living without you

And everything I have in this world
And all that I'll ever be
It could all fall down around me
Just as long as I have you right here by me

I can’t take another day without you
'Cause, baby, I could never make it on my own
I've been waiting so long just to hold you
And to be back in your arms where I belong
I'm sorry I can't always find the words to say
But everything I've ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love

And everything I have in this world
All that I'll ever be
It could all fall down around me
Just as long as I have you right here by me

As the days roll on I see
Time is standing still for me
When you’re not here
I’m sorry I can’t always find the words to say
Everything I’ve ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love

x2
And everything I have in this world
And all that i'll ever be
It could all fall down around me
Just as long as I have you right here by me

Goodybe time~

2005-11-09T17:36:00.000+08:00

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Originally uploaded by Prankie.

Cya u guys next year ~~ N Thanks for coming

A Historic Meeting!!!

2005-11-09T17:34:00.000+08:00

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Originally uploaded by Prankie.

For the first time ever,MIC delegation led by Dato Manika came to the Great City of Rawang to see with his own eyes the beautiful city of Rawang.He was accompanied by Melaka MIC leader Ashwindran,Rawang MIC leader Shan,and Cheras MIC leader who used to be Seremban MIC YOuth leader,Shashi Kumar.This visit was actually the return visit of Shashi after the leader of Rawang,Tun Wafi went to his house for Deepavali

Fight back to school N Work

2005-11-08T16:45:00.000+08:00

Melaka here i come~~~ Goin back Melaka tomoro.Hopefully the electricity hasn't been cut ... Melvin couldn't pay the outstanding bills in KL therefore ... there's a good chance the TNB fellas in Melaka has cut the line.WEll hopefully theyre also busy with raya n forgot to check the outstanding bills .. :P Anyways Melvin coming down Melaka tomoro also so i won't be home alone.[There goes my plan of walking naked around the hse .. oh well ]

Crazy thoughts behind ... i am now an employee of Espine Ltd.It's a Finnish company with an office in Menara Citibank,KL.Actually i just met my boss, Mr.Mikko n he's nice n friendly.Gotta be real busy starting next sem,but all the hard work's wont be felt once i start getting the money :) After the appointment ,i straight went to KLCC to hav lunch n do some window shopping [as usual] .. checking out some shops such as the Diesel outlet n also checking out the new handphones :) . Yes i am planning to buy a new handphone soon :) Planning to buy a nice camera phone.Glenn proposed the Sony Ericsson k750i.Well.. kepala hotak kau!! RM1900++ hampir dua bulan gaji wor.... MOre likely the price shud be around 1K++ oni.

I guess that's all for now.I'm Wafi signing off from the Sony Vaio shop in Times Square saying sorry my frens who i din go to their hse for raya,n sorry to my frens who i din invite to my hse for raya :P ,until next time ... gembira selalu walau dalam kesepian :P

[ps.. i'll upload the pics from Deeparaya soon.. also the story]

My favourite cats :D

2005-10-30T01:18:00.000+08:00

Sitting at no2 .. Baby Sylvester :D
If u notice there's another cartoon show which in it is baby sylvester, not the big,stupid 'suffferin suckertachhh' Sylvester.Baby Sylvester always manages to catch the lil birdie, n cuter too :P

Sitting wittingly at no1... Garfield :D
He may not be so cute,but he's adorable.

Thank U Shan~

2005-10-27T00:24:00.000+08:00

I'm getting a job.And i can work while i'm in Melaka.I can work at home in front of my pc.I can earn alot not including bonus.Good news? It's GREAT NEWS!!

THANK U SHANNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

Anyways i'm only meeting my boss who is a Finnish guy after raya.It's a multinational IT company with an office in Menara Citibank near KLCC.Looks like i really have to learn to divide my time properly,between work,studies,friends n entertainment.Let's see ... work, assignments,studies,gym,football,games,n most importantly .. my sleeping time:D think i'm gonna make a timetable for next sem.The boss also told me i have to go and see him in KL once every week .... i guess i have to try to negotiate something with him bout that,at least 1 trip every two weeks is ok.That means 2 times per month.Each trip costing RM30 on transport so if i have to go KL every week that's crazy.

Anyways ... where is the EXAM RESULTSSSSS!!! Bleh.

s.h.o.p till u drop :)

2005-10-25T11:25:00.000+08:00

You will never know what's around the corner don't you.Coming to the weekend there's nothing but bad news greeting me.But then things start to show changes slowly.It's all started to turn well after Izul called me out for a trip to a Ramadhan bazaar.So i figured, hey , a rare outing with my friends [who is always busy] would be nice.Went all the way to Bukit Beruntung which is about 7-10km away from home [while promising them theres alot of chicks there] .Izul insisted he must at least see 15 chicks there to maeke the trip worth it.Well.. it came down to 7 or 8[hey different people have different taste rite?] and then we stopped by Tasik Puteri to have a romantic berbuka puasa :p .Just a lil note here Azmer followed us so it wasn't so gay.

But actually during the trip i saw someone.Someone i havent seen in years.. roughly more than 4 years.Well, there she was , the first girl i really fell in love with.We did have a relationship, a brief one, something that only i have to blame.I feel that i have treated her wrongly during our time and all these years i've always regretted the day i decided to give it up.And the way i treated her after that,it was so wrong.I've learned that it is so hard to get someone that u like to feel the same way.Anyways i didn't have the chance to talk to her when i saw her, i was in the car.

Yesterday i actually did some shopping with my eldest sis.She asked me to go on Sunday actually but since i have to go Melaka have to postponed it to Monday which is actually better coz it's really chaotic to go KL on weekends especially with the holidays coming soon.We went to SOGO and i bought a shirt there.A really nice white shirt [i luv plain white stuffs] which will match my new white sneakers muahahaha~~~ Haha actually i wouldn't have the funds to go on a spending spree like this, but my mom saw the condition of my shoes and she herself came with the idea of buying new shoes :)

So i bought this.. An old school Vans shoe. Plain white, the way i like it.As usual i go to every single shop in Pertama to compare the prices.Initially i was interested in the reebox Classix shoe which will cost me around RM170 at best.But, after seeing this shoe i didn't waste anytime, and straight bought it.It costs me Rm109 and after some intensive persuasion by the seller i settle for another pair of stocking which costs me an extra Rm9.[By the way the owner of the shop is really hot n sweet too :)].She got this really cute voice.No doubt everytime i go pertama i'm gonna come and visit this shop again :D

Most probably this gonna be my last post before raya.I'm still waiting for the exam results that should come out this week.Wish me all the best ya! I wish u all a very happy DeepaRaya festival.And anyone interested in coming to the Great City of Rawang please give me a call alrite :)

Gloomy weekend

2005-10-21T15:43:00.000+08:00

I was driving on a gloomy Thursday, n suddenly the radio plays this song.

If You're Not The One

"If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
but I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
and I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do i dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it , I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it,
I dont understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way I can stay in your arms?"

My condolences to our PM for the passing of his beloved wife.Separation by death or any type of separation is so hard to swallow.Anywas i pray for a cheery n happy weekend.

Final Fantasy X

2005-10-19T23:56:00.000+08:00

Soon the days of Playstation 2 will be over.Goodbye ps2 say hie to ps3~~.Well not that i own a ps2 or anything it's just that this piece of machine brings me good memories.My ex-roomie used to have one n i and him will rotate our turns in playing the ps.He usually plays the ps late at night, so that is the time i use his pc and play games.So when he is sleeping i will play his ps.It was beta year and i kinda miss my alpha housemates who all went to cyber.So yeah i was feeling kinda lonely here in Melaka so i spend alot of time with my only remaining alpha hsemate[who alter moved to cyber too..] .I hardly go out then except when to play football so ps2 was a really good loyal friend of mine.

I was always a fan of the Final Fantasy series.It all started with FF-7 for me.used to play it with my Pentium MMX PC.I forgot the specs already but yeah .. it was really really slow.Loading took a lifetime but i was so into this game,i had no problem waiting 3-4 mins in between the loading area.Imagine every single new indoor place u go u have to load... but again .. this game is special.By the way i used the Pentium mmx pc till i was in gamma hehe.But i bought a new pc at the right time .. my current pc can still play the latest games with average quality.

Back to FF tho.I quote,"Square's Final Fantasy series is one of the longest running, most prolific, most critically acclaimed lines of games ever"[gamespot] and FFX is right there at the top.I'm talking about a game will keep u at your seat for hours, non stop.It's either because u're too engaged in the storyline,the small mini games that keep u coming for more, or even because u checked the tips/tricks at gamefaqs.com and u just found out that if u keep avoiding the thunder about 500 times u will get access to one of the special weapons,n it is cool/vital to get one of these weapons.Yep,in terms of gameplay, this game have few rivals.

How bout the storyline??What kind of RPG if the storyline sucks? FFX continues the tradition of the previous FF series games with it's melodramatic but still adrenaline pumping storyline.In fact, it's superb!! It's a story bout friendship,loyalty,sacrifice and most of all, love.At times i do feel like a need a box of tissue paper beside of me because this game really touches the heart.Not to mention the super soundtrack that i must say the best soundtrack for a game,ever,period.This game basically has it all, a complete package.I think i played this game 4-5 times with total gaming hours should be around 100 hours of playing time or more.Hey, dodging thunder 500 consecutive times is not easy ok!

The most memorable scene in the game definitely is the part where Squall[hero] and Yuna[heroin] together in the lake.Wow .. talk about a romantic scene.If u play the game, you'll understand.Anyone should be in love with Yuna at this time as u assume the character of Squall and this is definitely the scene the Squall character been waiting for.The song during the scene was Suteki Da Ne n this song is really a classic.I wanted to play this song during trinite but like so many things that happened that nite, it was out of my control.I leave u guys with some of the memorable scenes in the game.

Hidden talent

2005-10-17T23:24:00.000+08:00

Your Hidden Talent

Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people.
You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together.
Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly.
People crave your praise and complements.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

The hunt for new sneakers is ON

2005-10-17T12:46:00.000+08:00

Well... this definitely gonna drain my coffers, but i really need a pair of new sneakers.My current one,is a BUM Equipment sneaker and sad to say,less than 1 year in use n it's already showing signs of aging.I've already destroyed my Adidas futsal shoes [FUTSAL SHOES SUXX!!] during a futsal game recently and i've got no more shoes to use.Luckily i play as keeper so any pair of shoes will do [looking at the aging BUM sneakers] .

I went to Selayang recently in search of shoes, and after going thru some really sucky stores, i've found only 2 shops that impressed me.One got this nice Reebox classic shoe however it cost slightly over 200 which is basically my budget.I gotta be strict with this as well.. like i said .. my coffers are thinning just like my waistline during puasa time.My mom told me i lost weight .. which is BAD NEWS since ... i'm already thin.There was impovement during the semester [gym n indian food helps ] but i think since exam week starts i kinda eat lesser n lesser.BUT .. i'm starting to regain my appetite so my weight should considerably increase huhu.Not to mention raya is only in 2 weeks time.

Talking bout Raya the only reason i'm considering to buy new pair of shoes is well because i'm hoping i can cover it with my duit raya :D .But, i'm already 22 n my hopes to get alot of money is not that high :( .Well... any cents count!!! Met Shankar last nite, i think i havent seen him for a year or more.Went out for a drink n he proposed to me a nice part time job.Those kinda jobs that need u to just sit in front of ure pc and surf.Neat!

Well btw, the other nice show i found is something like this. I'm a sucka for old school white sneakers n finally i'm gonna get a good one, maybe not my dream one but still good indeed.

I guess that's all for now.By the way i think i learned an important lesson in life.Thinking too much really invites some unecessary bad thoughts n it interfere with ure mind.From now on i shall not think too much coz at the end, ure worries might be unfounded.Either way, it doesn't worth ure time n it's bad. :)

hmm... ???

2005-10-17T12:40:00.000+08:00

Congratulations wafi, you are...

Jeff Ooi of www.jeffooi.com

You are humble, mild-mannered yet wise. Your knowledge is vast as an ocean, but when confronted with an issue you are passionate about you are tough as a mountain. You have an aura of style, quality, excellence surrounding you that cannot be denied. In a way, you are a rebel, but that's because you are always willing to help out your peers by challenging authority without asking much in return. People respect you. You are a natural born leader, people stop to listen when you speak, and follow you wherever you go. You also have a little bird.

Which Malaysian Blogger Are You?

Cat Rules~~~ GG Dogs

2005-10-14T00:43:00.000+08:00

Wake me up when holiday ends~

2005-10-11T17:33:00.000+08:00

Alright .. first things first.This holiday is really killing me.I dunno what's gonna happen at the end of this holiday but the starting part had really been bad.A certain someone has cut me off her thoughts and well.. i should had expected this thing to happen when holiday starts.I'm preparing for the worst case scenario but i actually have been preparing for this since the start.Cause i know the odds and i decided to go with my gut feeling.I'm naturally an optimistic person, but i do accept reality and the reality is that the probability of this going well is actually quite low.The decision is not in my hands and i would wait for hers.

'And if she doesn't go your way, look up the blue skies and say hey.. it's okay .. its okay' [Crumbs,disagree]

People always ask me, why go for the hard ones.I understand why they keep asking me this,but they don't understand my position.These hard ones are the ones that come into my life.It's not this things that matter, it's just the matter of finding the right one, and i'm not the type to go head-hunting or any of the same sort, i just let fate decides who i meet in life.

'A person's heart is not for anyone to take, it's for the person to give'
[my own]

Waiting sucks.. so i'm not actually waiting.In my head it's already over.This way if the news come like i've expected, i won't be feeling so down.If it's the opposite,wow .. like my roomate said before, i might be doing cartwheels around the house.But like i said, i'm not dreaming about this,in fact i'm trying not to think at all about all this.This post might the last time i express my feelings on this issue..

'Don't frown even when you're sad,u might never know who might be in love with your smile'
[yin gave one]

It's really been a nice experience with this person.She's a special one and i'll always remember the early morning wake up call i get when she's online.I definitely don't want this to end like the last one.At least, we'll stay as friends.I dunno who to blame then, maybe it's me.But i hate to be the one who always have to intiate something first.If the other person cares,they would not keep on waiting for the signal before doing something.Finally, i feel bad for dragging someone into this emotional sickness.I know the feeling, and knowing she's feeling it too is maybe something that i don't want to happen.But my friend told me whatever the circumstances this things can happen,hardly a real relationship that goes well without finding any hardships first.Bleh .. it that me hoping again ... n i'm down to my final quote.

God knows,dreams are hard to follow,but don't let anyone tear them anyway,hold on there will be tomorrow,in time you'll find a way

Happi Holidays~

TIME OUTTTT

2005-10-02T20:14:00.000+08:00

The past couple of weeks must had been the most mentally draining weeks in my life.So much had happened but i'm not gonna ponder about the past.But what i always believed is that things always happen for a reason so basically u just learn from experience and hope u won't make the same mistakes again.

I am now 22~~.I still remember couple years back i'm so afraid to have the big 2_ in front of my age.My theme song last time was Bryan Adams's 18 till i die and yeah i do miss the good old days.things aren't as complicated like right now and god knows it will get worse as time goes by.But this ain't no valid reason not to celebrate my turn of age as actually i feel better in each passing year.To be honest, i feel like i just passed the introduction part of my life and the story is just beginning to take place.

Got 2 more exams to go, n the fasting month is coming soon.Hmm.. hopefully i can go to holidays without a heavy burden on my back.I just need one more reason to feel better in the future... Until then, i'll try not to think too much.

Its comingggg

2005-09-17T17:23:00.000+08:00

Wow it's been a long time since my last post.Much had happened since.Managed to finish all my assignments and presentations that all had been squeezed into one week and the finale was superb.The finale was the drama presentation of coz and boy i'm glad it is over.All the hard work had been repaid and the master prize of all was the smiling face of our lecturer,Miss Shantini.To be honored with words such as 'u make me proud' would rarely come in a person's life and boy was i happy.

Well the final days before the presentation was really hectic.On that day itself,which was a Monday,i had one presentation in the morning and one assignment to pass up in the afternoon.I wasn't really nervous about the play but i was only worried about my singing part.I came up with the idea just 2 days before the presentation and Deric came up with a superb piano rendition of the song so i really wanna make that part special.The song is special to me and i really really love the song which is a Adam Sandler song from the movie 'The Wedding Singer'.

I Wanna Grow Old With You
i wanna make u smile
whenever ure sad
carry u around
when ure arthritis is bad
all i wanna do
is grow old with you
i miss you
kiss you
give u my coat when u are cold
feed u
need u
even let u hold the remote control
so let me do the dishes
in our kitchen sink
put u to bed
when u had too much to drink
oh i could be the man
who grows old with you
i wanna grow old with you

I practised the song day and nite,in the toilet, in my room, in my head wherever i go as during practise i tend to forget the lyrics.Thank God i came up with some solution during the play,that is to bring the paper with me but i didnt look at it,i just brought it so i have some confidence.Anyways the show went very well.The crowd helped us get into the mood and in the end everyone just acted 3x better than during rehearsal.After the end of the show,Shantini gave us something special and its kinda sad really after all had finished.But, the memories are there to savour and made alot of good friends.This was a very valuable experience indeed.

Well,the finals are coming soon.So is the fasting month.The semester still havent finish yet, and so are some other important matters.Wish u all good luck.

Happy Merdeka Day~~

2005-09-01T11:25:00.000+08:00

Not that i'm really celebrating, but it's still a very important day to remember.I don't wanna go into politics as i hate them but no matter what people say this is my home and everyone else's too.Just ask yourself whether u wanna stay here or not it, no use whining or complaining when the fact is you can live here and be happy and prosperous.

Enough with that, i'm in KL now from Cyberjaya and i'm on my way back to Melaka.I'm making my regular stop at the Times Square Vaio Shop to surf internet for free :p and i shouldn't have any problem getting a bus back to Melaka.Got a theatre class at 4 and i expect the lecturer to be in a pretty bad mood today.....

Ermm..... nothin else i guess.. wow look at that chick .. ciao

Merdeka Day Post

2005-08-29T23:58:00.000+08:00

Tomoro i'm 75% sure that i'll be celebrating merdeka day in Cyberjaya but it's all gonna be decided at the last minute because of some delicate issues, just like when i was deciding whether to go to the IB nite ornot.Well i didn't regret that i went for the IB nite as i had alot of fun [Thank God Sinlin was there,if not i will be alone there watching the show like some sad wanker].Not that i really mind being there alone but for some delicate situations[another one] i rather not.I sure have a lot of issues going through my mind right now.Some are known issues,some are unknown issues and there's one issue that's getting bigger and bigger everyday as i think more about it.But no, i am not doing the same mistake, only that i wish i won't be in the same situation again.

Well Dina from Malaysian Idol was there that night and her voice is like the combination of Christina Aguilera's and Siti Nurhaliza's voice.She sang a superb rendition of Christina's song entitled Impossible.The song struck me right at the spot and i've just finished downloading it.It's just like the old days when the right song will come at the right moment and that night it was one of those kinda nights.

Anyways i just finished reading Robert Ludlum's novel The Matarese Circle. It was a superb novel, well it was the kind of novel that i like.It was mysterious,dramatic,suspense and it's about the profession that i like the most,spies.This is not about one of those playboy spies who go on and sleep with their co-workers and use some miracle gadgets.But he described the spies in great detail and show how these spies actually work.But to be honest with you, spy work really needs a lot of patience.They won't go to each room with their guns blazing but real spies actually play a lot of waiting game.Robert Ludlum is famous for writing the story of Jason Bourne which later goes to the big screen as The Bourne Identity and The Bourne Supremacy.

Well,last but not least........... HAPPY MERDEKA DAY wooottt

Big weekend

2005-08-27T12:20:00.000+08:00

Before i start lets do some recap on what had happened during the week.Hmm... Arsenal regained their confidence with Henry back on-form.Unfortunately our next game is 2 weeks away so it's gonna be a pretty boring period.The Champions League group looks easy and Arsenal better come out with some good results and qualify early so we can concentrate on the Premier League.

Well the Children's Theatre Festival was fuuuuunnnnnn.Well,actually our feeling was totally the opposite at the beginning of the trip.Only 12 people came, the bus came about 2 hours late,and we got stuck in a sucky theatre workshop.Imagine a guy with bad English[not to mention bad voice] trying to copy a scene from 'Sesame Street' with 'Wayang Kulit' style.Thank God the kids were adorable and obedient.During the workshop i spent some time with the kids,helping them to cut cardboards to make a 'wayang kulit' prop.Did i say how cute they were?Funny thing happened when i was trying to introduce myself to them.The kid's name is Daryl and he was with his friend Alan.Lemme write the scene as a dialogue ;

Scene 1
[Wafi was trying to introduce himself to Daryl and Alan while they were playing planes and dinasour with pieces of cardboard]

wafi:hello there.what u guys doin?
Alan:hie
Daryl:hey,mother told me not to talk to strangers[whispering to Alan]
wafi:oh yeah? Well i'm not a stranger
Daryl:u're not?
wafi:Nope.tell me ure name then
Daryl:U tell me u're name first!
wafi:No, u first!
Daryl:No,u first!
wafi:u first [showing funny face]
Daryl:.. my name is Daryl, this is Alan and that is Chee Keong

[mission accomplished]

And they were very friendly and of coz, playful.All the other kids then start to talk to me and play with me.They were naughty all right, but not as naughty as my nephews back home and that is a big plus.After the workshop,we spent hours waiting in line for the next show and unfortunately the place was too small and there were alot of kids around.We end up watching only one show in Balai Seni Lukis Negara but the show was worth the wait.The title was 'sampah' and those kids were professional and nothing like what the title suggests.It's an educational play to teach these kids about cleanliness with the background of an animal kingdom.
After that we went to MTC for a storytelling session[yipee!!!].The storyteller was a Canadian, Katherine McLeod and she was excellent.But the highlight of the show must be when she took a hanky from her .. well .. chest and drop it on the floor for Mark to pick up.It seems like in the good old days women will drop a hanky in front of the guy that she likes to show the she's available.Well, that certainly saves a lot of time and effort doesn't it.

After that we went to KLCC to have dinner and a little walkaround[cuci mata lor].The final show is a superb play from a group from Italy entitled Sergatura which means sawdust.It was really creative of them to present the play like they did.Even though we couldn't understand the words they said but we still end up laughing and rolling on the seats.A small note here,there was also a hot Italian chick with hot pants in the cast.She also has a very cuteeee voice and to tell the truth her voice is still ringing in my ears.Then we went back with happy thoughts in our mind :D

Well today i got a big game coming up,a MMU SuperCup fixture against a team called Savadi.I'm playing for a team called Tau Takpe and theyre a bunch of nice fellows.I hope i will play well and won't dissapoint them.I'm actually still dissapointed Suspek FC didn't get to register in time for the Cup as i'm more comfortable playing with them.But this certainly serves a valuable lesson to the ehem-ehem management so that they won't repeat the mistake in the future.Well, wish me luck ok.

Another Sunday

2005-08-21T16:39:00.000+08:00

Tip of The Day:"Never criticize your wife for her shortcomings or when she does something wrong. Always bear in mind that because of her shortcomings and weaknesses, she could not find a better husband than you."

Event of The Day:Arsenal vs Chelsea

Song Of The Day:John Legend-Let's Get Lifted [no apparent reason,just a nice song]

Picture of The Day:
[magical:D]

Anyway this week the theatre class is going to the International Theatre Festival in KL on Wednesday.Looking forward to this trip, it's been awhile since the last school trip.

Blog With FLickr

2005-08-20T15:21:00.000+08:00

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Originally uploaded by Prankie.

Flickr is photo uploading site, and i'm doing some testing here :p

The Trip That Was Never Forgotten

2005-08-18T02:47:00.000+08:00

Early this semester i and four other people embarked on a great journey, to the secret fountains of Mirkwood.Then we woke up and actually found ourselves on the way to the A-Famosa Waterworld.Well, to make it more dramatic,let me change the mode to 'dream' mode again.This was the time of depression.We just moved to an unknown domain,even though it was less than 50m from our old domain but still.. there's mystery everywhere.

This was the time of depression because there was still no Astro nor Streamyx service.All we had was our trusty personal computers.So when weekend comes, we will curse for hell is here.Then there was this flash of brilliance from the usually not dependable Prasad The Slimky Monkey of Bangladesh.Who knows what he might had drink the night before but he wrote '10 things that can be done on a weekend'on a piece of paper.After some interesting but stupid ideas like 'Throwing Wafi into Sg.Putat then go have drink in Pure Bar', he listed out A-famosa waterworld as one of probable destinations.We all immediately agreed and booked a car as our transport.

Alot of things happened during the trip.The car came more than 1 hour late,i missed my planned breakfast that day waiting for these guys to prepare themselves,Shashi's dangerous driving, almost got lost etc,but we did have alot of fun in the end.We ended our adventure with a dinner in Sampan Bistro.It was a Sunday, and for the first time in Malacca, it felt like holiday.

abbey .. offline ho gaya kya???

2005-08-16T01:00:00.000+08:00

I have no idea on what to blog about this couple of days.I don't wanna ramble about football even though the first game has passed and a big one is coming up soon.All i can comment now is that because of football now everything is normal again.Matchday on weekends,football extra on Tuesdays,and well ... it's actually all about football all week.[Not to mention fantasy football]

I think i'm gonna spend most of my time in front of the tv nowadays.I've been hooked to One Tree Hill for quite some time now,besides that all the comedy shows like Still Standing,King Of Queens, and even reruns of Friends i won't miss.Not to mention all the football shows.

The drama presentation is set to be on the 12th of September which is less than a month from now.I hope it will be a success as much of the burden is on me.But i don't want to pressure myself as i just wanna go out there and have fun.Next week tho we gonna have a 'school trip' to KL for the International Theatre Festival there.I hope i'll get to meet some local stars there like Mano Maniam :P or Joanna Bessey.Oh man .. i got a stomach ache .. till next time .. hopefully i'll get some pictures from the trip.

Besides that,i also wanna wish all my friends who had their convocation recently,CONGRATS and GOOD LUCK.Can't wait to graduate myself.Wish i was there but i can't make it.

It's football Season Again!!

2005-08-03T12:34:00.000+08:00

The football season is back and everybody have already warm up their favourite seat in front of the tv for the past 2 weeks watching pre-season games of their favourite team.Too bad if you're a WBA fan though no one is going to show your team's pre-season games.Man what a season this year's gonna be.There had been alot of rebuilding or restructuring[Arsenal's case] for alot of team's this year,and in some,they're just strengthening their team[Chelsea's case].

Let me comment on the major signings so far.Chelsea with Wright Phillips,is just too scary.Most of Chelsea's attacks come from the left side of the field with Robben and Duff being the major contributors.Well Joe Cole was a dangerous threat for them last season but Chelsea is more about running football if u ask me.They could pass the ball around very well but i feel they're more of a running team and with Wright Phillips running down the right flank together with Robben on the left .... SCARY .. plus .. both can score goals.Add these two with Lampard and the likely arrival of Essien[the goal scoring defensive midfielder] it's not surprising if most of their goals come from midfield.Dun forget they signed Del Horno too...

Man Utd.Well they've signed Ed Van Der Sar who is a really good keeper.But i feel their biggest problem last season was that they couldn't score goals.Nistelrooy is starting to turn into a Forlan and Scholes and Keane seems to be past their best.Smith for Keane's position?Can't comment on this yet, still too early.Maybe it's wise for Man U to go after Owen now and sign Ballack this season rather than next season.

Liverpool.Man what a shopping spree they're having.However, i'm still not so sure about all their latest signings.Reina is a good keeper.Crouch is a good striker.The Chilean winger nicknamed 'Speedy Gonzales' is said to be a good winger.Well i just feel these signings are just add ons to the current squad and won't do much of a difference.I got a feel Benitez gonna be the new 'Tinkerman' rotating his squad whenever he wants.I dont feel that is a good idea since he have a lot of new signings and these new signings would not adjust well to their new surroundings without playing frequently with the same set of players.And Benitez still wants 2 more players to add.However, Liverpool is a solid squad now itself.Gerrard and Alonso to me is the best midfield duo in the league.

Arsenal.Let's see.We've lost Vieira and Edu during the off-season.That's sad,if you choose to neglect the prospects the team have currently in the squad.I've watched Arsenal's pre-season games especially the ones in Amsterdam and i feel like we don't need any more strengthening.Aliaksander Hleb is a very good player.He is a Pires type of midfield player.He can cut defenders with ease but more importantly is his distribution.He can pass very well and he's a creative player.He had the highest number of assists in the Bundesliga last season and it showed.Another good sign is that he is willing to go back to defense.Wenger been playing Pires in the centre midfield and at times he does look lost.However in the last game against Porto he's seen rotating places with Hleb who also can play in the centre park to combine with Ashley Cole and they starting to look dangerous again.Flamini is not as good as Vieira, that's for sure.But he's a capable player and actually it is Gilberto who will take Vieira's place anyway.What Arsenal is missing last season was Gilberto and not Vieira actually.We also still have Cesc Fabregas and David Bentley.Watch out for Quincy Owuse Abeyie one of Dutch's football hottest properties right now after a superb performance n the World Youth Cup.Arsenal won't be at their best against Chelsea in the Community Shield as Gilberto,Van Persie and Fabregas is still not up to match fitness yet but we will still give Chelsea a good run for their money next weekend.

Let the Games Begin!!!!

ps/watch out for Tottenham with Edgar Davids in their side/

Tonite's dream

2005-07-30T02:51:00.000+08:00

Yikes!! This ain't My dream!!!

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U got it right this time Elisha :D

Desktop Crazzieee

2005-07-28T19:34:00.000+08:00

I realli love to see a clean and personalized desktop and i've been using many dektop enhancements programs for the last couple of years.I've tried every programs from the Stardock Corp. ranging from their customized icons to customized desktop themes.However i find the Tuneup Utilities the most satisfying.The Windows Blinds program which people usually use have alot more choices to their themes but theres alot of rubbish in there also.

I'm also using the special Konfabulator 2.0 program which enables u to download small programs called widgets.These widgets come in a large variety of functions.There's a weather widget that will download weather forecasts based on locations from all around the world [including Malacca].

Besides that i'm also using the Active Desktop Calendar program, mainly to setup notes and important dates.

This my desktop.The first one is my friend's desktop.I really like the wallpaper.They say from the desktop can see the person's personality.Wonder how far this is true.

Mp3 PlaYA !!!

2005-07-27T11:41:00.000+08:00

Nyehehehhehe

Wonder .. MAn !!!!

2005-07-25T15:51:00.000+08:00

AgeTransformation

2005-07-25T15:18:00.000+08:00

Meet my Roomie

2005-07-24T00:45:00.000+08:00

Name:Manika Nathan
Status:Single and searching
Age:Turning 22
Hobby:Sleep,nag,listen to jiwang songs
Bad Habit:Walking around the room without pants[he'll wear those big tshirt like girls :p]

oo shit .. he's coming .. gotta run

The liL YeLlow Icon IS BACk!!!!!

2005-07-23T01:21:00.000+08:00

I fell in love with my stepsister

2005-07-16T23:29:00.000+08:00

Yeah.Really.Its true!I fell in love with my stepsister!Noo, it's not twisted and stuffs, it's just the title for our drama project, coming soon to selected cinemas near you.Right now i can't tell much about the story .. coz there's nothing much to tell about anyway ,for now.I'll try keep the story updated,whenever i get the time to access the internet that is.

So how's tech time?Quite cool actually, mainly because of the game competition going on.Those pc's they using are really something.My pc already losing it's "Supa Computa" status,my graphics card is aging,those PCI express cards are actually cheaper and better than top end AGP cards.The most i can do right now with my budget is, to buy extra memory.I bought an extra 256 ddram for 98 bucks to add to my 512 ddr.Not much of an upgrade actually but can still see the difference.

Vieira,our captain,has moved on.Surprisingly... i'm not surprised.I just wanna see how the ream gonna be with a new captain.I have high hopes for the new signing Aliaksander Hleb and hopefully he gonna be a sucess.

I think that's all for now.Typing using this pc is a painstaking task.. it's very laggy.Oh yeah, GTA San Andreas rocks!I end this post with ... "Boiiiiiiingggggggggg"

ps/ u dun need to know what it means,just try to say it,i got hook up with it akready :P/

Meet my new best friend [i call him the real slim shady]

2005-07-11T12:19:00.000+08:00

Money fly in, money fly out.This mp3 player also comes in with a Stylish Protective Carrying Case.Really cool stuff.So if Zhao bought the FAT one, i guess i'll just satisfy myself with a SLIM one.

Daymn!!! Sammy's dead

2005-06-02T17:12:00.000+08:00

Ok.. just finished watching episode 3 .. and what can i say ... im a fan.There were several memorable scenes in the movie .. the most memorable ones must be the part where windu died .. he actually beat the sith lord .. or was the sith lord didn't fight to the max as he seemed to be expecting anakin to show up .. the other scene must be the way anakin the way he well .. almost died.That was gruesome .. great way to be more evil.

Im writing this blog in a sony centre actually.. testing their new sony vaio laptop,kinda cool, pretty mean machine.Get myself one i must.Go back soon also i must, i must hide from the Sith for now .. and where else can i find such a pure place that is far from evil ... hehe.

Star Wars in 30mins!

2005-06-02T11:26:00.000+08:00

Im so bored .. about 2 weeks of hols left.Now im writing this from Low Yatt and in 30 mins im gonna watch the last star wars movie.Cant wait to c the jedi's die .... teach em a lesson so they wont be so slow.Damn ... lost my chatterbox again ... no time now .. maybe i'll update this blog later.

The Real Zhao

2005-04-16T17:43:00.000+08:00

payback time .. :D

Finally....

2005-04-15T01:51:00.000+08:00

This has got to be the longest sem ever!!! Too many things happened and i was realli realli busy all sem long ... too bad it was also the most dissapointing exams ever too .. anyway i dun wanna talk bout da exams, it's time to open a new chapter in my life as a mmu student, and as a person in a whole.This 2 month break im planning to do something useful and enjoyable at the same time ..

But first!! I wanna spend a week resting at home.Play some games that i had been wanting to play for such a long time, Doom3:Resurrection, Project snowblind,Swat 4, u name it.Sister supposed to give birth in the next couple of weeks also,and im realli realli hoping it's gonna be a baby girl,the thought of having 5 small lil devils [4 boys from my eldest sis] to take care of is such a scary thought... Oh yea.. hav to find a gift for one of the boys .. missed his birthday party last month then forgot to call him to wish him a happy birthday after actually promising to do so, man im such a bad uncle .. gotta find him a nice gift ...

Main objective tho , is to find a part time job.Im keeping my options open .. most probably gonna find one in KL.Open my horizon, meet people, seek future job prospects and stuffs.With the money im planning to get myself something nice .. definitely a new handphone, my current handphone really in such a bad condition it had been trying to commit suicide.Couple of times recently it fell on da floor, luckily still can use it, at least until i get a new one.Maybe if there's some extra money,planning to get a mp3 player,hey .. music get's u going man!

Other than that .. some of my frens already graduating.. hey gonna miss u guys!! Keep in touch!!!Aihh .. time moves so fast ... ohh yea.. gonna move in with da darknessess next sem!! Anothing thing to look forward to .. my future roomie --> Manika~~ ByeBye u bloody Paki .... go and screw somebody else's life u selfish piece of shi*t.. im turning to da dark side already ... it's too late .. i cant turn back.The Sith ruless~~~~ [Star wars:episode 3 coming soon man wohoo~~] Until then .. cya guys and hav a nice holiday!

BusY buSy BuSY BUsy BuSY

2005-03-16T20:19:00.000+08:00

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.. cant wait for holidays to come ... i wanna search for a job in Midvalley ..anyone in?

After da storms had gone~~

2005-03-08T09:18:00.000+08:00

For 3 consecutive weeks i had things to look forward to,actually been looking forward to these events for a long time already ^^.The 3 events, Zhao's open house,Trinite and Impressions went well, no actually it was great!!Well u know what happened during Zhao's open house let me just give a quick review on the 2 proms.

TrinIte

Well as u can see ... in the end of the show .. i was tireddddddddddd.There was some scare early during the show,the emcee arrived late,opening ceremony a disaster,but in the end it went well after all.Only that the dance floor session was too brief.Gonna miss everyone from the commitee^^

Impressions

Now this event ws pure fun.Went with a group of people from trinite commitee and had fun all nite long!There was Reshmonuuuuuuuu,and Disagreeeeee and i can say it's hard to top this prom.Starlit Rendezvous was fun,but didnt have alot of frens going.When Reshmonu went up the stage, he got this kinda aura,everyone was suddenly excited and the mood was suddenly there.He sang three songs and we all sang to it of course.Disagree's performance came at the right time too,everyone was getting emotional and they were great!When they sang Crumbs the lyrics was just right for me so it was like what i said,emotional moment.I didn't come with a date but it doesn't matter,if u wanna come with a date it gotta be someone really special anyway,which i dun have,but these guys were great and thanks to Agnes too for accompanying me.They played My boo towards the end and i dun wanna be sitting on the table when the song is played.

Pretty tough week in all.Just like how my horoscope put it,Things may not work out quite as you planned. But there's a silver lining to every cloud.
.Well this cloud had been here for too long, time to move on man!Some things u cant forget easily, u thought u already over it, then something just pops out and remind you.This one will have a lasting effect, dunno till when,but like the song crumbs,no one hav to worry bout anything,im okay.Now where's my doriyaki for breakfast ....

Crumbs
Big world says he wants
To see the light for once
Well maybe if you try
It's so sad babe don't look so sad
I've got it wrong today

And if she doesn't go your way
Look up to blue skies and say hey!
It's okay,
It's okay

Big world says he wants
To see the light for once
Well maybe if you try
It's so sad babe don't look so sad
I've got it wrong today

And if she doesn't go your way
Look up to blue skies and say hey!
It's okay,
It's okay

Big world says he wants
To see the light for once
Well maybe if you try
It's so sad babe don't look so sad
I've got it wrong today

I've been wrong today
I've been wrong always
I've been wrong
So won't you come my way
I was wrong today

im somewhere in between ............ again

2005-03-03T18:17:00.000+08:00

I can't be
Losing sleep over this
No I can't
And now I cannot stop pacing
Give me a few hours
I'll have this all sorted out
If my mind would just stop racing

Cause I cannot stand still
I can be this unsturdy
This cannot be happening

This is over my head
But underneath my feet
Cause by tomoroow morning I'll have this thing beat
And everything will be back to the way that it was
I wish that it was just that easy

Cause I'm waiting for tonight
Been waiting for tomoroow
I'm somewhere in between
What is real
Just a dream
What is real
Just a dream
What is real
Just a dream

Would you catch me if I fall out of what I fell in
Dont be surprised if I collapse down at your feet again
I don't want to run away from this
I know that I just don't need this

Cause I cannot stand still
I can be this unsturdy
This cannot be happening

Cause I'm waiting for tonight
Been waiting for tomorrow
And I'm somewhere in between
What is real
Just a dream
What is real
Just a dream
What is real
Just a dream
What is real just a dream

Really had a great time,but where's the angpow????

2005-02-21T21:57:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday was realli a night to remember.Even though only 5 people from Cyber managed to drag their asses here to Melaka but that didnt stop us all from having a great time.The timing of our arrival also was great, before most of the guests arrived me,Alexa,Charis,the darknesses and Jason,Keith and his gf,Eugene and his partner David were greeted by the world champion lion dance team and while we were eating there was a fireworks show also.

Most of the people invited came though i expected more of the Trinite commitee would make it... anyhow the event started with us [around 10-15ppl] trying to start the fire ... after i changed my allegiance from team melaka to team cyber onli then some progress can be seen :p.But that was after errr.. 1 and half hours of fanning,screaming,jumping and even cheating that we managed to start the fire.At one point i thought we wouldnt even make it :D

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After that is all chatting,playing with Zhao's xbox,gambling[not me],playing the his dogs[not me] until around 2am.One thing that i learned is that the trinite fellas really can gamble all nite long.Any earlier plan of going to Pure bar was quickly diminished once they started playing :p and they went on to play till 5am man ..
[some of trinite comm. who came]

Oh yea our beloved Madam Sharimlah [err is it Sharmillah .. always got it wrong since last time ;p] made a cameo appearance.She realli looked different!!Yeah last time she was pregnant and all .. but she realli looked younger now.Not to mention she commented that every fellas from G9 looked the same except me .. she said i look more MATURE :p

Well we did mentioned about the tioman trip .. but so far most of the response is still .. 'see first'.Including me actually .. realli broke rite now.Well.. until next time , G9 forever~~ btw the pictures can be found here ---> http://community.webshots.com/user/zhao82

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2005-02-18T07:35:00.000+08:00

I woke up this morning,and i told myself ... i gottta do something really important... now .. or never.I knew if i waited a little longer it would be too late, and i would be very sorry to myself,my family, and to my country.So i ran to the toilet and 'do my thing'...Theres a sense of excitement after that,i finished the job and got the results.Of coz theres the sense of relief also [daymnn! no more eating 'asam jawa' sessions late at night] butttttt.... this story actually is just a distraction from my main point.U know sometimes theres some things that keep u awake late at night,feeling of some unfinished bussiness.U sleep over it and the next morning you're determined to do it, no more waiting,coz then it gonna be too late, and u dont wanna resort to sleeping pills the next night to get a sleep.

So u go ahead with your plan,not knowing what the outcome will be.U feel excited, but also nervous.U saw the chance to do it and u took it.Now what if u have to wait somemore to know the result?Champagne would fall from the heavens,doors will open,velvet ropes wil part..... NOPE.u instead feel like knocking ure head with the champagne,run into a closed brick door,and hang ureself with a velvet rope.So what's worse than this???? To be puzzled by the outcome.U dun know what is the meaning of the result,ure confused,u have to think about it more and more everyday everynite everytime ure in the toilet,and u dont know what to do next.

Well... mind damage realli is worse than physical damage.Anyway here's some things that isnt complicated.
-watched constantine and national treasure during holidays.Verdict, dun ever watch a Nicholas cage movie if ure going to watch another movie in a near future,coz u not gonna enjoy the next one.Nicholas Cage rules!

-Zhao's open house this Saturday.. hope no one ffk.CU all there.Lets get retarded!

-Trinite prom next week.Looking forward to this.

-Burt bacharach, thanks for ure songs.

Guess thaths all, i gotta run.

Song For Valentine's

2005-02-12T23:54:00.000+08:00

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100 Years
I'm 15 for a moment
Caught in between 10 and 20
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are

I'm 22 for a moment
She feels better than ever
And we're on fire
Making our way back from Mars

15… there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose
15…there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live…

I'm 33 for a moment
Still the man but you see I'm a they
A kid on the way
A family on my mind

I'm 45 for a moment
The sea is high
And I'm heading into a crisis
Chasing the years of my life

15… there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose yourself
Within a morning star

15… I'm all right with you
15… there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live…

Half time goes by
Suddenly you’re wise
Another blink of an eye
67 is gone
The sun is getting high
We're moving on...

I'm 99 for a moment
Dying for just another moment
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are

15… there's still time for you
22… I feel her too
33… you’re on your way
Every Day's a new Day

15… there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to choose
Hey 15… there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live

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2005-02-03T13:08:00.000+08:00

[Gary kena cucuk dari satu hot nurse .. hmm is he screaming in pain or pleasure ..]

I am so full while writing this post.Just came back from bowling and dinner to celebrate gary's 22nd b'day.I ate KFC in senyum before bowling,about 1 1/2 hrs later went to eat nasi lemak ayam in Daud while Siewlin bought a yummy but very filling chocolate cake from secret recipe.I just forced myself to eat.. i dunno why also .. even if i dun finish it ,it's Gary's money who kena burn not mine t.t.Ermm the new disco bowling at Senyum was also nice , with da disco lighting and nice music.There werent so much people around also which is a huge plus since we dun have to wait for an open alley or fight to get proper balls.Onli that while playing there i feel tired quicker than usual .. probably becoz of all the extra dancing celebrations etc :D

Oh btw,thanks to all who who signed the birthday card .. it did fooled gary to think that his presence is appreciated :p

Other Stuffs
Arsenal lost to Man u 2-4 in Highbury.Didnt surprise me that much, from the beginning i knew this doesnt look to be a season for us.Hopefully Wenger's boys can salvage something out of this mess.

I like to wish my sister a happy bday also.Her bday was on the 28th of january and she's expecting her 1st child later this month.Well hopefully it would be a baby girl,always wanted a lil sister whole my life.[U see guys thaths why i like lil girls not that im a paedophile or something!!]

I wanna wish all of u a very happy and prosperous chinese new year.Can't wait for the end of the break though ... so many interesting events coming up.Hopefully it all ends like how it started .. which is well.

Hate this feeling

2005-01-24T01:26:00.001+08:00

The feeling of losing something very important would go down as the most painful thing u have to swallow.U know u never get to revive those old memories again,coz it's lost forever.I just lost my best friend who has accompanied me for the past 10 years,and the saddest thing about it is i never get to see her for one last time before she was taken away.I was 2 days late.To my loyal friend,thanks for all the good times.

TRINITE 05 COMMITEE

2005-01-17T22:27:00.000+08:00

2 weeks into the new year..........

2005-01-16T01:31:00.000+08:00

Ok .. let's see what's been happening and what's not during the 2 weeks of 2005

-->Always thought 9 is my lucky number,all events that somehow associate with the number fell apart, rather dramatically.

-->Major blackout.Thought this shit never happen again ... guess some things will always come back and haunt you.

-->Debut game for Suspect FC didn't turn out to be a debut after all.Couldn't play after suffered some serious blisters after borrowing Prasad's cursed black shoes for E-Week opening event.

-->Miss Sparc aka Miss MMU 2K5.Guess who won??? Our very own Joey !!! Congrats!

-->haven't watch any movies in the new year.Too busy.Hopefully be able to catch National Treasure.

i wanna add some pictures to this blog but couldn't find anything interesting .. ohh good luck on your midterms!

First pOst of 2005

2005-01-04T01:33:00.000+08:00

I start 2005 with a bite of prosperity burger[after driving to Mines,then drive all the way to Puchong Perdana just to find a not so packed McD restaurant],next dayon the way back to Malacca i took the wrong monorail,then stop at the wrong putraline station,had to walk around 5km from one end of Jalan Pudu to the other end which is Puduraya... onli to find out all tickets had been sold out.Then took a komuter to Seremban,again to find out the ticket was sold out also,all these and i still havent eat the whole day.But as the day get darker things get alot better.I had to took a taxi to Malacca from Seremban,and one taxi costs 80 bucks,at first no one else was going to Malacca that time,so i was facing the prospect of spending the remaining amount of money in my wallet on the taxi ride.But after coming back to the taxi station after buying some food,awhile later two Bangladesh guys were asking for a taxi ride to Malacca also,so in the end i have to play only one third of the fee.I had a satisfying,comfortable journey back at last and the ride was actually quite fun.The taxi driver was a very nice guy so were the two Bangladesh guys who by the way can speak good Malay and English.

U might think 2005 start badly for me but i think this might be a reminder or reflection of my life this far.Things had been going hard but once u get thru all these,good things are to come later.Well,hopefully.Anyway i had a great time during my 3 day stay in Cyberjaya.Only bad thing is that i didnt manage to meet one of my good friend there coz of unforseen circumtances.As usual i never really go out party on new year,but i spend my new year the way i like the most,a quiet and joyful outing with my close friends.

Looking back at my old posts of 2004 in this blog, the most fun time obviously was the report about Gary and Siew Lin.Well they are still happy together now and as i quote myself 'SEMOGA SAMPAI KE ANAK CUCU !'Ah well .. feeling really tired now,gonna be a really tiring week for me,mainly because of meetings and football.Got two friendly matches this week to look forward to.Till next time! [by the way soon khong,cilaka lu christmas go Pj,new year go genting]

A Quick SHout Before 2005

2004-12-30T22:19:00.000+08:00

---> condolences and prayers to all the people who lost their loved ones in the recent earthquake and tsunami event recently.

--->TRINITE tickets selling like hot cakes!!!Be very sorry if u din buy b4 end of this week

--->Arsenal and Orlando Magic doing well in the EPL and NBA competition.

--->Im getting close to my High School body shape.

--->Playing Nintendo 64 games on a xbox is fun!

--->I guess i have a new year resolution for the first time ever.

happy new year!~~~~~~~ 2K5

Happy New year!!!

2004-12-22T17:48:00.000+08:00

I know it's still a bit early to wish a happy new year to everybody but i'm really blank nowadays i dunno what to write in my blog anymore.This year i don't have any new year resolution like last year,and the year before that,also the year before that,not to mention the year before the other year of the year that i don't have a new year's resolution.I just find that it's not really important to have a resolution coz i dun really have anything big to look forward to right now,maybe until the time i graduate.Of cause there's always the hope of getting good results, or hoping to meet a special someone[uwekk,still find it uncomfortable to talk about this even when im nearing 22]but I just learn from these 4 years in university that i shouldn't put too much on hope on these things coz later it's gonna be really frustrating.

Well anyway i've been really busy lately,never been this busy since my high school days.Im involved in TRINITE prom nite which so far is going really well,also in the Dean's cup event which currently is hanging by a thread coz the director have gone MIA.I've also have been accepted into Suspek FC team and i guess i'll be playing football more than ever.[gonna get darker oso so anyone who knows a good whitening cream please message me :P].Oh yea i've also bought the gold colour total 93 nike boots which i've been dreaming to buy for so long so there goes 200 bucks down the drain.

oh yea in case u guys dunno gary is currently in Pantai hospital coz of tonsilitis.The doctor said the main cause of the infection is because of cursing too much so u guys out there who curse too much please be very careful:p.So wish him all the best cause SINCE HE'S OUT I'VE GOTTA DO ALL HIS WORK!!!!Ok till next time,for new year right now im thinking of visitng frens in Cyber so hopefully i wont be busy.

Dancing In thE MoonLight

2004-12-08T13:06:00.000+08:00

Yes.That was exactly what i did when the game between Arsenal and Rosenborg finishes.Second comprehensive victory in 3 days is a welcome with the battle of the London Giants draws near.Arsenal's free flowing football was there to see and even though i have to admit Rosenborg's leaky defence is just schoolboy's standard compared to Chelsea's watertight backline but it's good to see the forward's finishes are of the highest class.As a further proof of Arsenal's rich potential, 17 years old Cesc Fabregas and 21 years old Robin Van Persie scored the best goals of the night.

This match was also a good insight of Manuel Almunia's capabilities.He did great with his reflexes to deny Rosenborg an equaliser but he showed his weakness in aerial control.He flapped twice, one of it gave Rosenborg their consolation goal.The camera focussed on Jens Lehmann's face after that blunder and he almost cannot hide his smily face.I expect Lehmann to be back and hopefully he will prove a thing or two in Chelsea's game.

Well, back to my daily life now, i've unable to do a lot of things that i've planned to do until now because of my toothache problem.I've never go see the dentist for years and a big reason of it is coz of my dentist phobia but the phobia quickly dissapears when the doctor said hello.He was very friendly and quite talkative making the whole checkup a very pleasant one.I had to refill one of my tooth and it wasn't that bad coz i've came in with a gameplan.Yup,u need a gameplan in whatever u do nowadays and that includes when u wanna see a dentist and the dentist calls on offence.So since u cant counter attack this offense u gotta play tight-D.So everytime i feel pain i'm gonna quickly think about my happy thoughts[just watched 'Hook' again on astro recently,what a nice nice movie].It's a countermeasure plan,it's like the US rocket shield plan,the enemy fires a missile,we fire one back to destroy it.Not gonna reveal what my happy thoughts are but guess what, it works!Tips,u can also use this tight-D when ure parents are lecturing u,just make sure your parents never ask u back about the things theyre lecturing or if the thing theyre lecturing are realli realli important.

Well,i'll never go to another dentist again coz this one is just superb.Never meet this kinda dentist during my school days, there's always this image of a mean nurse with a plaque remover in one hand and a broomstick in another.Yeah kinda like a really bad witch who wants to take your teeth off to make an evil spell.Well..now that my toothache problem are all over, planning to go watch Ocean 12 on Saturday, i finished halflife 2 by the way,also planning to go KL tomorrow to buy some stuffs, check some chicks :P .. ah who am i kidding,let the chicks go after the wolf this time!

Behind these lyrics

2004-12-01T02:01:00.000+08:00

As u guys might know,i took the title of my blog from a song, which is Incubus A certain shade of green.The lyrics seemed to confuse some people who tot it gotta do with drugs .... heh?? Just because it's green it aint weed yo.Anyway here's the lyrics and here's what some ppl think about it.

A certain shade of green
Tell me is that what you need
All signs around say move ahead
Will someone please explain to me
Your ever present lack of speed

Are your muscles bound by ropes
Or do crutches cloud your day
My sources say the road is clear
And street signs point the way

Chorus:
Are you gunna stay around till 2012 A.D
What are you waiting for,
A certain shade of green
I think I grew a grey watching you procrastinate
What are you waiting for
A certain shade of green

Would a written invitation
Signed choose now or lose it all
Sedate your hesitation
Or inflame and make you stall
You've been raised in limitations
But that glove never fit quite right
The time has come for hand-me downs
Choose a new, please evolve
Take flight

What are you waiting for?
A written invitation?
A public declaration?
A private consolation?
Remember when you procrastinate you chose last

by toolapc on 01-17-2002 @ 06:14:20 AM
Everyone knows this song is about smoking marijuana.

by Gobsow on 01-24-2002 @ 09:14:53 AM
I don't see this song being abotu marijuana at all (and for all I know, I may be the only person) To me, this song is a lot like Drive. It tells you that you are the only one that can make your decisions, and do what you need to do. Don't procrastinate and wait for the right moment, or green light, if it never comes or you miss it, you'll never know what might have happened

by fraudulent_miracles on 02-08-2002 @ 11:58:22 PM
well....hmm. it sounds to me like he's getting veeery slightly annoyed at someone who is very slow to make a decision or do..erm..something. yeh a certain shade of green as in a traffic light. he's saying they're being soooo slow that they probably wouldn't even go if they saw a green light...but wait for a certain shade...ahhaaaah. yeh, i'm BAD at explaining things.

by HalfLifeSuicide on 04-15-2002 @ 06:13:40 PM
its about waiting for change when you should make something change...hence the 2012 thing, which i bet alot of you have no idea what that is, (the supposed magnetic field shift that is supposed to make everyone ascend to the next level of consciousness, WHICH I HOPE HAPPENS, but whats the sense waiting for it if you can make it happen?) noodge...

For me i kinda agree with this one,

by korngurl13 on 04-25-2002 @ 01:36:15 AM
I think it's about the fact the too many people wait around and put things off because they're either afraid to do something or just don't want to. You should just do things when you feel it or when you want to because that's when it's true, if you know you want to do something

certain shade of green

2004-12-01T01:13:00.000+08:00

huwarghhhhhhhhhhhhhh .... yea this is how i feel when i am writing this blog.I'm yawning madly with my mouth open wide for a record 10 secs.Last time i yawned this long was when it was microelectronics class,oso power electronics,and physical electronics and everything else electronics and yet i am majoring in pure electronics,what a drag.... Anyway the reason for the record breaking feat is coz i just came back from melaka and back in the Great City of Rawang.Man it was raining very heavily on the way back,it was more like patches of heavy rain.One time it was raining really heavily then i had to open my lights, then can close back, then open back, then close back.It was still raining when i reach KL,5pm, somemore rain .. i fear the worst.Luckily no major trafic jam if not instead of huwarghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh it'll be more like uwekkkkkkkkkkkkk.

Anyway during the weekend i really i enjoyed Glenn's bday party.Thanx again for preparing all the food ..ate alot that nite .. more than i could remember.Worth my sacrifice for not going to my cousin's wedding.Anyway i called him and he said no problem,he would miss my wedding next time.[huhuhuhu of coz he's joking ... im 100% sure... rite?]

Anyway looking forward to watch some movie during holidays .. and do a lil shopping.First time in years gonna go search for some formal clothes,luckily sponsored by PMNM[Parents Money Not Mine].Probably ask some friend's from Cyber who still havent fo back for holidays[dunno what the hell they doing in the desert] go raya.Hehe raya is for a month ok nothing wrong with that.Ook .. gtg .. too sleepy .. gotta fall ... feel dizzy ... where's mah pillow .... get a lil snoozyyy... oUt.

First Day in City 17

2004-11-25T09:43:00.000+08:00

Well i cant promise a story on my day 2 or 3 and so on because i think i'll be too busy playing this game but here's some of my halflife 2 experience.

Well we start here at the train station where i get my first view of City 17 which is a very very gloomy place

After some serious walking and running as those aliens just cant hold their excitement when they see me for the first time,i came across Eli which is freaking beautiful which by the way is the daughter of one of the rebel's main guy,and i was brought to see my uniform slash body armor.Well guys,Gordon Freeman's back!

The best level so far is 'water Hazard' and i got to tell you it's really a adrenaline rush out there.Imagine a helicopter that shoots at with u it's machine gun
while dropping down barrels of explosives oh and by the way im driving a small hovercraft as i drive thru the errr.. big sewers to the rebel's HQ.Here's some more screenshots.

bad guys dropping explosives to make a fire barrier,yea like that gonna stop me huhuh

Arghhhhhh !!! HuwargHHhHh!!!! MAMAAAA!![expression made during this scene]

can i make it? can i? urgh where's my NOS when i need one.

Well,it was fun my friend,hope we can do it again .. but not in the near future,not with those aliens shooting at us

City 17, the best destination for your holiday

2004-11-25T09:25:00.000+08:00

It's holiday again and i've got a work to do.Yea yet again it's time for me to save the world.I mean, this job is neverending.First i had to kill some demons in Mars coz some psycho doctor got possessed by a duhh.. demon[DOOM3},way long before that i had to kill some baddies AND monsters in a secluded but very very very very beautiful island[FARCRY],after that i had to go back through time to participate in world war 2[CALLOFDUTYEX} and the list goes on and on and on and on ..well it's a hard job but someone gotta do it,especially since it's hooliiiidaayyyy :P

Argh just forget about that since this whole semester feels like a honeymoon anyway,not that i ever been on a honeymoon before,or not that i ever dreamt about my honeymoon on one of my lonely nights ........... damn i just can't stop rambling nonsense.Guess the answer why am i rambling so much is becoz of Scrubs season 4[which is fricking funny!] and the fact that it's entering my 5th year hanging out with 'Da GAng' [Zhao,gary,glenn,Manika etc] which has taught me nothing but racism,more racism,bullshitsm,crazysm,snm,and some more racism.

Well anyway straight after exam finished,yea i mean STRAIGHT after that we went to watch the Incredibles which was good.Love the whole superhero family connection there.As usual there's the stop at Hang Tuah Plaza to visit our favourite shop and there it is ... HALFLIFE 2

[writer had to stop writing at this time because he couldn't wait to play halflife 2 everytime he sees the word]

GooD LucK!

2004-11-20T18:48:00.000+08:00

It's the exams again .. even tho it's been one of the most tension free semester to date the goosebumps is still there.Well good luck and have a nice holiday! ... again.

I just love midi songs,hopefully this selection get's u into the mood.

Eve6-InsideOut

Queens-We Are Champions

last but not least,just cant get enough of this one

fooFighters-everlong

Back again my preciouss...

2004-11-16T22:34:00.000+08:00

Feel like it was only yesterday i left Melaka for my hometown.Now im back in Melaka preparing for the final exam.I did enjoy my short raya break,spent a lot of time with my family,went back Perak which i havent go for 2 years,collected my raya money,visited by a group of monkey friends from Melaka and managed to lepak a while in KL.All these in a space of 3 days.Speaking about the visit by the monkey trio,everything didn't happen like what was planned.

Firstly, 5 monkeys shud had come instead of 3, secondly these guys
somehow exited at Putrajaya instead of cruising straight to rawang,3rd our driver whose new nickname is Albert made a mess in KL, going back and forth to find a way to Imbi Plaza and luckily coz of the co-driver's[who else] expertise and patience we made it safely and spent some time in Bukit Bintang.The drama didn't end here,on our journey back we had no choice but to listen to some 60's oldies cd coz Albert's radio can't be tuned so until Seremban we had to listen to the cd as a source of entertainment.even though i have to admit it was fun, i lost my voice singing 'Smoke Gets In Your Eyes'.

so now back in Melaka,hav to study, but b4 that i plan to do some cleaning .. man my housemates really ain't dependable... also planning to steal some time and play football although i doubt i will ever get into my boots this month as it always rain in the evening.Well... que sera sera.

For the heartbroken ones and Arsenal fans

2004-11-08T01:01:00.000+08:00

these are tough times indeed... this is for all those who suffered [including me]

LIFEHOUSE:SOMEWHERE IN BETWEEN

I can't meet
Losing sleep over this
No I can't
And now I cannot stop pacing
Give me a few hours
I'll have this all sorted out
If my mind would just stop racing

Cause I cannot stand still
I can be this unsturdy
This cannot be happening

This is over my head
But underneath my feet
Cause by tomoroow morning I'll have this thing beat
And everything will be back to the way that it was
I wish that it was just that easy

Cause I'm waiting for tonight
Been waiting for tomoroow
I'm somewhere in between
What is real
Just a dream
What is real
Just a dream
What is real
Just a dream

Would you catch me if I fall out of what I fell in
Dont be surprised if I collapse down at your feet again
I don't want to run away from this
I know that I just don't need this

Cause I cannot stand still
I can be this unsturdy
This cannot be happening

Cause I'm waiting for tonight
Been waiting for tomorrow
And I'm somewhere in between
What is real
Just a dream
What is real
Just a dream
What is real
Just a dream
What is real just a dream

Selamat Hari Raya!

2004-11-06T01:41:00.000+08:00

It's not hari raya yet, but since this is the last time i'm gonna post b4 raya so i guess this is the time to wish everyone a selamat hari raya and a happy deepavali too!Ughh i guess i cant go to my fren's house to eat murukku again.. ahh nvm.. make sure they gonna keep some for me or else i wont be giving any of them kuih raya!Sorry Ashwin cant go to your big bash birthday party but hey ure 22nd birthday party must be bigger than ure 21'st rite?

Have to study for exams also during holidays so i need to come back Melaka a.s.a.p.That means i can't go to my friend's house who's only going to be around 3rd raya or so on as they will be in their respective kampung's during raya.Sorry guys sorry guys sorry guys so sorry 2004 [Ruben Studdard's song :P]

But after exam hey hey hey yeah[Outkast] action resumes.Glenn's birthday is around da corner[yeah since he's ordering KFC and satay specifically becoz im coming or else might see some babi panggang on his bday], to keep me busy also would be HALF_LIFE 2 and NEED FOR SPEED 2 baby!So that would be my raya presents this year.. and uhh other than that before i come back Melaka during raya gonna teach my nephews da art of meriam buluh version 2.11 .. gonna make sure this valuable knowledge be passed to newer generations heh.So what a Mad Season[Matchbox 20] this is and 2004 is almost coming to an end and it's really Amazing[George Michael] to see time moves so fast.Maybe i would sit under my Lemon Tree [Fool's Garden] and think how Wonderful[Everclear] the year is or how a Bad Day[Fuel] actually i'm having right now is so maybe i should just go Back At One[Brian McKnight] and sing Yellow[Coldplay].Yup,each passing moment is a song to sing.

Medal Of Honor

2004-11-02T23:27:00.000+08:00

Medal of Honor is the highest ranking of medal in the American army.It's not like the Purple Heart medal where u got hit in the ass once u got one medal ... twice and u get two... it takes a lot more than just bullets in the ass.So u think u got what it takes to get this medal? Well read this story of a medal of honor recipient during World War 2.

EHLERS, WALTER D.

Rank and organization: Staff Sergeant, U.S. Army, 18th Infantry, 1st Infantry Division. Place and dare: Near Goville, France, 9-10 June 1944. Entered service at: Manhattan, Kans. Birth: Junction City, Kans. G.O. No.: 91, 19 December 1944. Citation: For conspicuous gallantry and intrepidity at the risk of his life above and beyond the call of duty on 9-10 June 1944, near Goville, France. S/Sgt. Ehlers, always acting as the spearhead of the attack, repeatedly led his men against heavily defended enemy strong points exposing himself to deadly hostile fire whenever the situation required heroic and courageous leadership. Without waiting for an order, S/Sgt. Ehlers, far ahead of his men, led his squad against a strongly defended enemy strong point, personally killing 4 of an enemy patrol who attacked him en route. Then crawling forward under withering machinegun fire, he pounced upon the guncrew and put it out of action. Turning his attention to 2 mortars protected by the crossfire of 2 machineguns, S/Sgt. Ehlers led his men through this hail of bullets to kill or put to flight the enemy of the mortar section, killing 3 men himself. After mopping up the mortar positions, he again advanced on a machinegun, his progress effectively covered by his squad. When he was almost on top of the gun he leaped to his feet and, although greatly outnumbered, he knocked out the position single-handed. The next day, having advanced deep into enemy territory, the platoon of which S/Sgt. Ehlers was a member, finding itself in an untenable position as the enemy brought increased mortar, machinegun, and small arms fire to bear on it, was ordered to withdraw. S/Sgt. Ehlers, after his squad had covered the withdrawal of the remainder of the platoon, stood up and by continuous fire at the semicircle of enemy placements, diverted the bulk of the heavy hostile fire on himself, thus permitting the members of his own squad to withdraw. At this point, though wounded himself, he carried his wounded automatic rifleman to safety and then returned fearlessly over the shell-swept field to retrieve the automatic rifle which he was unable to carry previously. After having his wound treated, he refused to be evacuated, and returned to lead his squad. The intrepid leadership, indomitable courage, and fearless aggressiveness displayed by S/Sgt. Ehlers in the face of overwhelming enemy forces serve as an inspiration to others.

So there is really a Rambo in the US army .....

u can read more about this here

Battle of Normandy

Raya Tiba Lagi

2004-10-31T22:51:00.000+08:00

Ya,seperti yang dapat dibacakan dari topik di atas suasana raya kini dapat dirasai.Erm .. sebenarnya tidak sekali,tidak dapat dilihat hiasan di mana-mana di Melaka ini kecuali papan tanda besar di depan air terjun Ayer Keroh dan selain daripada itu bahang hari raya tidak dapat dirasai.Mungkin juga sebab jarang melihat televisyen maka tidak melihat iklan hari raya di tv yang selalunya mengingatkan bahawa raya akan menjelang tiba tak lama lagi.

Sebenarnya iklan-iklan ini semua tidak penting,yang penting perasaan dari hati sendiri tapi kali terakhir rasa tak sabar untuk raya adalah ketika saya masih boleh menulis karangan Bahasa Melayu dengan baik.Tapi masa sudah lama berlalu,saya sudah tidak lagi bermain mercun mancis dengan sepupu-sepupu yang sama-sama nakal,tidak lagi bermain kejar-kejar di sekitar rumah lama nenek pada lewat malam,tidak lagi pergi ke rumah-rumah orang yang tidak dikenali untuk memungut duit raya :p,bahkan tidak lagi balik ke kampung pada hari raya.Tahun ini sama seperti tahun lepas, tetapi mungkin lebih baik sedikit.Pertama kali sepupu dekat yang akan berkahwin dan bolehlah mengintai-intai saudara-mara yang cantik yang mungkin datang pada majlis itu :P

Puasa lagi 2 minggu sahaja ... gogogo you can do it! Oops .. maksud saya .. pergi pergi pergi saya boleh lakukan !